hey everyone my name is Lani when i was 14 i had an eating disorder Bulimia. it went on for 4 years and it was hell so i know how you all feel. first let me tell you something you already know you keep it up you will die. the second thing which you may not know is this everytime you throw your food back up or take you laxitives you are letting the acids in you stomach eat away at you stomach lining. if you continue to do it you will end up like me. now i can not eat anything not evenbread with out being sick and its not on purpose. my stomach has got so bad that as soon as i finish eating if i'm lucky sometimes before i have to run to the toilet. let me explain i get the worst pain in my stomach after eating to the pint where i can't even move and i'll just lay there crying. when i go to hte toilet i bleed for because the acid has such a high build up in my stomach that it is eating at everything. i stopped with help from my friends. you need to figure out why you are doing this before you can stop. it's not nice feeling like this all of the time there are so many things i can't do because i was stupid when i was a kid. please you will regret so much when your older. just for your infomation i am only 18 now and this will go on for the rest of my life and one day kill me. please really think about what you are doing ↓
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