i dont know if everybody feels the same but its not all about being skinny i think that most of anorexic people know that theres way to be healthy and everything but i feel im doing it cause somehow im feeling sad i dont wanna cope with these feelings so i try to concentrate it in something else like being thin and i think is a kind of suicide i know it is not ok but i think eds are like that ,its a way of depression behind the layers of what our sick minds think is beautiful. ↑ |
ok for a lot of ppl that have anorexia they have no control in this life becuase maybe there parents neer let them do anything or there are other situations that is why i started mine becuase ppl used to say i was fat and smack me and told me to go to the gym and porportioned my plate for me... but i lost control so i gained it back in my own way... through ana....
sorry
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