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| Name: gexie | Date: Feb 16th, 2007 11:49 AM |
| hey sounds like things just aren't turning out right for u at da moment, how many times a day are u making youself sick? i am 17 and i suffered from anorexia, couple of years ago i got rid off it but now i have bulimia because i also am stressed just not as bad as u. Try to lay of da exercise for a couple of days and you should find that you will gain your energy \ ↑ |
| Name: lucie | Date: Feb 16th, 2007 1:20 PM |
| thanx. before i was making myself sick everyday. but when i stopped and its came back it is only on the weekends. i have never had a weight problem but now it is becoming an issue. the only time when i am happy is when i am making myself sick- i know that sounds disgusting but it is true. ↑ |
| Name: Lyns | Date: Feb 16th, 2007 8:21 PM |
| lucie what would make you happy hun ? xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx ↑ |
| Name: Kathi1804 | Date: Feb 16th, 2007 10:41 PM |
| Dear Lucie! I love to read your replies... You always write so honestly and I can identify with your situation very well. I'm 17. I suffered from Bulimia a while back. Than I stopped for about two months and I thought I'd really get over it... Well, but that it came back, first it was just at the weekends just as you said, however it got worse and now I'm binging nearly every single day. I'm not always making myself sick, cause sometimes I wanna try to keep strong, but most of the time I pruge. And I can understand you very well - after purging I fell good - unfortunately! My life is pretty stressful at the moment too. School is extremly hard and I'm always trying to do my best - but at the moment my bulimia affords more attention than I can spend on anything else. I don't feel comfortable with my body anymore - I keep gaining and I hate it! I feel don't feel confident anymore and I'm sealing off my friends cause I don't feel comfortable going out anymore. I know that's the worst thing of all - cause than I'm just sitting at home and therefore just start binging again, but it's so hard to pretend to be happy infront of everybody when you really aren't. How can we break this circle? I wanna live again! I want to be happy and enjoy life! I want to be with my friends and be self-assured! Do you know what I mean? I'd love to talk to you, cause I think you understand what I'm going through. I mean, I think to understand what you are going through... If you'd like to talk to me... Please do so! I'd be so glad to have somebody to talk to honestly, somebody who knows what it means to suffer from bulimia. I hope you had a good day and maybe you'll answer me! Take care, ok? Best wishes to you! Kathi ↑ |
| Name: lucie | Date: Feb 19th, 2007 10:03 AM |
| hi lyns and kathi thanks for replying! how was you weekends] kathi it does sound like we are going through similar things. i felt so good about myself when i 'stopped' for about 2 months, but now i dunno what to do. My mom caught me last time she smelt the sick and confronted me. So now i cannit binge and purge everynight because im scared as i do not want to hurt her. i thought i was strong enough to beat this but maybe i am not. everyday i have the little voice in me 'go on do it' ' do it, once more won't hurt'. It truly feels like i have reached a dead end. the only way i can put off the binging and purging is if i am out with friends but i am unhappy then because i should be at home binging and purging- i know that sounds really harsh but it is the truth. I want to beat this viscious circle. it was about control but know i have weight issues and i feel so alone and useless in my own body.... xx ↑ |
| Name: push | Date: Apr 16th, 2007 11:29 PM |
| [email protected] email me kay ↑ |
| Name: miss_throw_09 | Date: Apr 23rd, 2007 11:13 PM |
| i am doin a report on anorexics and bulemics for a research paper in English class and i figured since i have this problem but no one knos about it that maybe you would liek to help me. we need to find real people with an eating disorder. Would you possilby help me? all i need to do is ask a couple questions and i can keep it totally confidential if you would wnat me too. Neway thanx alot and message me back. or you can email me at "[email protected]" thanx again. Bye ↑ |
