Listening to your story is like hearing my own. I'm 33 and have been suffering for 7 years. Like you, i make a conscious decision at the end of every weekend to take control and eat healthy (which means i won't throw). In the early days, i would say that i was more anorexic than bulimic, that came once i began to lose control. Everyone says i'm too thin, ironically these comments spur me on not deter me. Been to docs and waiting to be referred, nervous as hell but want so much to get better! ↑ |
i am very sad to hear about your problem i am thin to people question me but i have no prob have you ever looked back 12 years when you first started it? was there something stressing you out or very upsetting? if there was you could try your hardest to overcome it, that could make things a bit easier. you should tell afreind or a member of your family that you trust not to tell they might be able to help i hope you can overcome it my fingers are crossed for you ↑ |
this may seem blunt but... GO OUT WITH SOME ONE and make certine that you stay witht them or just go out with friends have a good time DONT THINK ABOUT IT just go out eat and start talking while eating and tell them not to let you leave the table trust me after a week or 2 of this YOU WILL NOT EVEN RELIZE WHY YOU WERE THROWING UP!!!!!!!! thiers VERY FEW VERY VERY FEW people that would allow you to do this if they knew just ask them to not let you leave the table and if they do then it will be easyer the next time and eventuialy you woulnt even consider it
as a side note if you really want to feal good about yourself just sit back and think what you would have if you live a extra 20 or 30 years that you will if your not or if you stop...... you could go camping skydiveing mountin climbing WHO KNOWS think about you possible grand kids you may one day have..... wouldnt you want to know them??? ↑ |
hello. i am collette and i have had bulimia for 8 nearly 9 years now and have finally accepted that i have it, i used to think 'i cant be byulimic coz im not thin enough' but then my friends kept asking me why i was so thin then i realised. i was so miserable being sick 3-4 times a day,so i told my sister which made it so much more reak that i hd to do something about it or i was gona die,and i have two little girls which mean the world to me and they would lose their mom if i didnt stop it. i then told my new friend and my best frien and i havent been sick now for a whole weekni havent even eanted to be sick and i feel great,i know its easy to say i wont do it again but i feel so good and alot less ill i ahve more energy and i have never felt so in control of my life as i do now. i really understand what your going through and i am going to give you my e-mail address if you ever want to talk, i do not know anybody with bulimia so i think we could help each other. [email protected] thankyou for reading my message.take care x x ↑ |