well for the past two years i have had bulimia and its always been on and off and i would tend to eat large amounts of food becuase that was the only way i would be able to throw it all up. i became very depressed about everything and the only way to make myself happy was to to keep throwing up. this is why i strongly suggest not to start . if you come here for advice on how to start you really have no idea what you are getting yourself into . i dont know how to stress this more. its hard as hell to stop because you will always know that you can throw up your food.
there was one time i was so proud of myself becuase i had stopped for a week . i was getting back on track but ithen i was really hungry one day and i began to eat . i kept telling myself to have self control and not to over eat but i knew that if i over ate i could just throw it up and thats why once you start its hard to stop becuase you know that throwing up is always a choice ... its not that right choice but its there and you will most likely choose it because you are hungry.
since im an athlete i knew that i had to stop this. so far i have been doing well and i havent thrown up since febuary . i want to let all these girls now that bulimia isnt something you want . you should love you body the way it is .. if you are over weight and unhealthy then you should talk to your doctor and they can help you. you arent hopeless. and PLEASE dont be lazy. excercise atleast 30 minutes a day , cut back on fried foods. and learn to say no. say no to that bag of chips you freind offered to trade you at lunch say no to the reg soda and take diet. you dont have to take drastic measures to lose weight. AND PLEASE ... dont expect too lose weight right away ... it takes time . ↓
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