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Name: Ashlea 88
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ok so today i went to an eating program for the first time and i am having a problem.. i am loosing weight even though i have been eating alot and i feel constantly dizzy and sick.. well i went to the program today and the dietiton there wants to see me along side the groups... i dont know how to explain what i am going through to her and how i feel as i am an emotional roller coster latley.. on top of that i am having trouble with my mom i feel that her and my relationship is going down hill and she does not joke with me anymore i feel like an inconvienece to her and that she does not want me around anymore... she sent a text to my boyfriend sayin that she was withdrawing from me.. and the truth is i can feel that she is and that bothers me... ALOT....
I SEE HOW SHE IS WITH EVERYONE ELSE AND NOT WITH ME... IT HURTS AND IT MAKES ME WANT TO JUST COMPLETLY END IT ALL... I DONT KNOW WAHT TO DO I FEEL SO UNLOVED DISSLIKED AND THT I DONT BELONG HERE THAT ALL I DO IS SCREW UP..... AS WELL AS UNCOMFORTABLE..
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ASHLEA88
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Name: mommy_of_too | Date: Jul 14th, 2007 4:11 AM
well i'm here for you :P i know that's not the same but you need to calm down and TALK to your mom. See what she is thinking, and whats going with her 

Name: mommy_of_too | Date: Jul 15th, 2007 5:16 PM
i didnt get to finish my comment! ok also you need to tell yourself that you are a wonderful and brave person. I am so sorry for what is happening, no one should have to go through it. I'm here for you to lean on. My daughter loves "Hannan Montana" dont know if you've heard of here---but one of here songs is called lifes what you make it. Here are the lyrics:
aye aye aye oh aye aye, aaaaaye

Dont let no small frustration
Ever bring you down...
No, no, no, no!
Just take a situation
And turn it all around!

With a new attitude, everything can change
Make it how ya want it to be
Staying mad, why do that... give yourself a break
Laugh about it and you'll see!

Life's what you make it,
So lets make it rock
Life's what you make it
So Come on.... come on
EVERYBODY NOW!


aye aye aye oh aye aye, aaaaaye

Why be sad, broken hearted
There's so much to do...
yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah!
Life is hard or it's a party
The choice is up to you

With a new attitude, everything can change
Make it how ya want it to be
Staying sad, why do that, give yourself a break
I know you wanna party with me...('cause)

Life's what you make it
So Let's make it rock

Life's what you make it so come on
Everybody now
Let's celebrate it, join in everone
You Decide
Cause life's...what you make it!


Things are lookin' up
Any time you want
All ya gotta do is realize that
It's under your control
So let the good times Rock and Roll!
OW!

Do do do do it now!
Aaaaaaah ow!
Alright!
Yeah yeah yeah
yeah yeah.

Life's what you make it
So Let's make it rock
(Lets make it rock!)
Life's what you make it
So come on, come on
EVERYBODY NOW!

Lets celebrate it
Join in everyone
You decide cause life's... what you make it

Life is what you make it! 

Name: mommy_of_too | Date: Jul 15th, 2007 5:20 PM
heres another one of her songs:

It's easy to feel like
You're all alone
To feel like nobody knows
The great that you are
The good that's inside you
Is trying so hard to break through

Maybe it's your time to lift off and fly
You won't know if you never try
I will be there with you all of the way
You'll be fine

[Chorus]
Don't let anyone
Tell you that you're not strong enough
Don't give up
There's nothing wrong with just being yourself
That's more than enough
Some come on and raise your voice
speak your mind and make some noise
And sing
Hey, hey
Make some noise
Hey, hey, yeah

You want to be known
You want to be heard
And know you are beautiful
You have so much to give
Some change you wanna live
So shout it out and let it show

You have a diamond inside of your heart
A light that shines bright as the stars
Don't be afraid to be all that you are
You'll be fine

[Chorus]
Don't let anyone
Tell you that you're not strong enough
Don't give up
There's nothing wrong with just being yourself
That's more than enough
Some come on and raise your voice
speak your mind and make some noise

And sing
Hey, hey
Make some noise
Hey, hey, yeah

[Bridge]
You can't just sit back and watch the world change
What matters is what you've got to say
There's no one else who can stand in your place
So come on it's never too late

Maybe it's your time to lift off and fly
You won't know if you never try

[Chorus]
Don't let anyone
Tell you that you're not strong enough
Don't give up
There's nothing wrong with just being yourself
That's more than enough
Some come on and raise your voice
speak your mind and make some noise
And sing
Hey, hey
Make some noise
Hey, hey, yeah
Hey, hey
(Make some noise)
speak your mind and make some noise
And sing hey, yeah
Hey, yeah
Hey, yeah
Make some noise
Hey, yeah
Hey, yeah
Hey, yeah
Make some noise
Hey, yeah
Hey, yeah
Hey, yeah
Make some noise
Hey, yeah
Hey, yeah
Hey, yeah
Make some noise 

Name: mommy_of_too | Date: Jul 15th, 2007 5:21 PM
hope there "inspirational" i think they are...but i'm just me lol anyway good luck! 

Name: Ashlea 88 | Date: Jul 16th, 2007 4:29 AM
hey thank you so much
it is weird cause i have been eating alot lately but i feel so damn quilty about it.. i am feelin like the world is at an end and that i am to screwed up to get better in life... i mean my moms givin me some wicked attitude like she hates me.. and than some days she is nice but it is hard to take advantage of that cause i know that it will be bad tom and it wont be the same as the day b4.. i want to switch eating disorders to bulimia instead of anorexia cause maybe than i could stand myself and ppl can stand me.. as well as in the end i wont be so sick.. i am the lowest weight in the whole entire eating program that i am in.... i dont know what to do i feel like i should just leave this world and no one will miss me and that i am not worth it at all.. i am so sorry for the ramp..
but thank you for the lyrics cause they someone give me hope and show me that maybe someone does care..
** thank you so much for all your help and showing me the light at the end of the tunnel..
thanks
ashlea88 

Name: mommy_of_too | Date: Jul 16th, 2007 7:25 PM
sweetie.....dont thank me just try to get through it. Dont think about sucicide it's not an option no matter what. You will get through this, you are brave and wonderful not to mention strong! I'm here, and i care so dont give up. I cant really give you any other advice but that because i dont know everything :P anyway i will always be here for you to talk to :) 


Name: Ashlea 88 | Date: Jul 17th, 2007 1:19 AM
hey thank you i saw the dietition today and i am up to 98 pounds from 95.4 pounds...
lea 

Name: mommy_of_too | Date: Jul 17th, 2007 1:17 PM
yay!! how tall are you? 

Name: Ashlea 88 | Date: Jul 18th, 2007 1:27 AM
i am 5 feet 2 inches i am supposed to be up to 120 pounds to be at a safe bmi(body mass index)
why?
lea 

Name: mommy_of_too | Date: Jul 18th, 2007 7:19 PM
i was just wondering if you were like dealthy skinny or what. I dont know. Keep up the good work!!! 

Name: mommy_of_too | Date: Jul 20th, 2007 1:02 PM
you probably think i'm crazy, but just trying to help! Here's another Hannah Montana song-nobody's perfect!" :)
Everybody makes mistakes
Everybody has those days
1,2,3,4

x2
Everybody makes mistakes
Everybody has those days
Everybody knows what what
I'm talkin' bout
Everybody get's that way

Sometimes I'm in a jam
I've gotta make a plan
It might be crazy
I do it anyway

No way to know for sure
I'll figure out a cure
I'm patchin' up the holes
But then it overflows

If I'm not doin' too well
Why be so hard on myself?

[ Chorus ]
Nobody's Perfect!
I gotta work it!
Again and again 'till
I get it right
Nobody's Perfect!
You live and you love it!
And if I mess it up sometimes...
Nobody's perfect

Sometimes I work a scheme
But then it breaks on me
Doesn't turn out how I planned
Get stuck in quicksand

When a problem can't be solved
Once I get involved

I try to be delicate
Then crash right into it

But my intentions are good
Sometimes just misunderstood

[ Chorus ]
Nobody's perfect
I gotta work it!
I know sometime I'll find a way.
Nobody's perfect!

Sometimes I fix things up
And they fall apart again.
Nobody's perfect

[ Lyrics provided by www.mp3lyrics.org ]
I might mix things up
But I always get it
right in the end!

[ TALKING ]
Next time you feel
like... it's just one
of those days...
when you just can't seem to win
If things don't turn out
the way you plan
Figure something else out!
Don't stay down! Try again!

[ RAPPING ] x2
Everybody makes mistakes...
Everybody has those days...
Everybody knows what what
I'm talkin' 'bout
Everybody get's that way...

Nobody's Perfect!
I gotta work it!
Again and again till'
I get it right
Nobody's Perfect!
You live and you love it!
And if I mess it up sometimes...
Nobody's perfect
I gotta work it
I know next time I'll find way
nobody's perfect
you live and you love it
cause everybody makes mistakes

Oh!
Nobody's Perfect
Nobody's...!Perfect!
No,no,
Nobody's Perfect! 

Name: mommy_of_too | Date: Jul 20th, 2007 1:05 PM
I'm still here for you :) The one thing i can do is give you hope and reaseerience, the rest is up to you! 

Name: Ashlea 88 | Date: Jul 20th, 2007 8:06 PM
thank you can i get your email so i can talk to you on that as well
mine is
[email protected]
thanks so much you are a great help..
lea 

Name: mommy_of_too | Date: Jul 20th, 2007 11:48 PM
my email is [email protected] :) keep up the good work! my email is kinda slow though so quick responces may not always happen! 

Name: rbazin7689 | Date: Jul 21st, 2007 3:23 AM
First, don't fret your mom loves you and is probably having a tough time coming to terms that you are having a problem. Tell her what you just wrote here and all of the other feelings that come with it. I hope that she has an open ear. If she doesn't now, she will come around. You need to be strong for YOU because your worth it. As for talking with your dietician, congratulations! You've made a really brave big step. Go do it. I bet that you might sit there for a minute without something to say and then it will just come to you. If not, she's trained to help you express your feelings on the issue and to help you work them out. Stick with it. Stay positive and be healthy. Pat yourself on the back for every positive step you take no matter how small. You'll slowly start to feel better. Good luck! 

Name: mommy_of_too | Date: Jul 21st, 2007 12:54 PM
she is so right you know! You are so brave and just because you are having mother daughter problems doesnt mean those problems are permenant! 

Name: Ashlea 88 | Date: Jul 24th, 2007 4:55 PM
thank you everyone i really approciate it... i gained one more pound this last week.. but i am trying to gain another 21 pounds and i will be up to my normal weight... thank you so much for all your support mommy_of_too you are a lot of support i dont think i would have made it without your support..
ashlea88 

Name: mommy_of_too | Date: Jul 26th, 2007 1:07 PM
yes you would :) you would have made it i mean but thank you for being so nice! If their was more people in the owrld with your kindness it would be a better place :P 

Name: Ashlea 88 | Date: Jul 26th, 2007 10:58 PM
thank you mommy_of_too that brought a tear to my eye..
lol
thanks
ashlea88 

Name: mommy_of_too | Date: Jul 27th, 2007 2:10 PM
♥♥♥ :) 

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