hi it is ashlea88 again, how are you? i am ok. but i am feelin lost these days i have been trying so hard to eat and i cant i am not hungry and when i am i look at food and get turned off.... i am trying so hard now to loose the weight that i had gained that i even went on google and found a picture of an anorexic person and it is the screen to my laptop but ialso set it as my goal to loose weight. i was doing really good but i am relapsing really bad right now. i feel so confussed about it all and i am crying alot more,i start a program at a hospital on thur june 21st 07 and iam terrified not knowin what to do??? should i try it or let my eating disorder win the battle that i have been trying to fight for so long? or i can try and beat it cause i in some ways and on somedays want to get rid of it.
please offer some advice.
thanks so much
ashlea88 ↓
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