Home » Pick Your Crowd » Eating Disorders » whats wrong with me?

Hello, guest
|

Name: blair

[ Original Post ]

hi im blair my parents devorced when i was 2.My mom went to jail shes a drug attic.Ever since then ive lived with my grndparents just recentally my mom got out of jail and she promised me she would buy a house and we could live together .The next day she just left she didnt even say good bye.Shes missing !!! thats when i stoped eating this was only a couple weeks ago.But i wanted to see if my dad new where she was. i hadnt talked to him in like to years so i googled him and he turned out to be mssing to he left last christmas.thats when i stoped eating my parents will come and find me if i get skinnty anogh .I wake up at 7 and walk 3 miles.My grandma told me it equled 1 pound so i walk 6 miles 3 at 7 and 3 at 4. I dont look in the mirrior any more cuz i look huge . and i weigh myself 3 times a day .All i have all day is 0cal tea. i just cant eat ive tried .no one knows in my family and ive stopped going to peoples houses and having people over they might find out. ↓

Name: anorexic nd hating it | Date: Jun 20th, 2006 4:38 AM

thats really sad and i feel really sorry 4 u but anorexia is not the way to resolve your problems nd it wont bring ur parents back becoz they wont even no if they are missing so i think u shud talk to sum1 nd gethelp. bt wud prob b best 2 go 2 frend coz councillors r useless. trust me i no i went to 1 nd hated it. she was useless nd havent been to her 4 lyk 3 months but hav jst cut ma rists again lyk 10 mins ago. the best helper is a frend coz they all nu before nd helped me to stop bt then i sorta gt depresd gain nd hav been hiding it nd hav been very succesful nd its nt gud to hide things i no bt still. newayz ma m8 will prob find out tomorrow coz i seeing her tomorrow nd havnt seen her 4 bout a month(hw long iv been bak cutting but it nt coz of her) nd she always checks my rists. its real anoying but i guess its probably a gud thing that she does. so yea thats all i had 2 say. soz ii rambled on a bit bt yea
newayz cyz ↑

Name: atomic snowflake | Date: Jun 20th, 2006 10:54 AM

You need to talk to a school counsellor or one of your teachers whom you trust.

You aren't getting enough support at home but you do need some support from somewhere as you're too young to sort this problem out for yourself. Please try to find someone who can help you. ↑