Hello, how are you all today? I really don't know where to start seeing as this is my first time being a parent. I'm actually really scared. Some people say it is easy raising children, others say it's hard. Right now it's hard for me. My little 1 week and 4 day old l baby girl has a under-developed left lung. She has been placed on a breathing machine. Right now i can't go see her because I reside at a Job Corps Center. They told me here that I needed to pay for my trip to and from, since I had no proof that she was mine, aside from her birth certificate. Some say men cry on the inside, but i cry daily before i go to sleep. I don't know what to do, I want to leave here but I need to be here so I can properly support her. The babys' mother was placed in jail the day after she gave birth because she had done something that harmed the baby in the process, so i can't look to her for assistance. My mother is helping me by taking care of her while i reside here, but I don't want to make her do everything for me. I'm 22 with my own little girl... What should I do.. ↓
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