I am a 29 year old single mom.The father has a habitual drug problem and is a deadbeat except for when its convenient. My daughter is a trust fund baby.When she makes 21 she wont have to go through any financial snags.My mother is deceased (since I was 4) my deadbeat dad is deceased, whats left of my "family" is of no help to me. I was willed a 5 bedroom home already paid for until two of my aunts decided they wanted to contest it in court. I lost that. I moved to another location that belonged to an uncle, well he deliberately didnt tell me that he hadnt paid the morgtage in 6 years; I lost that. Besides me having already grown up alone Im an adult and I still feel alone.I have bills on bills, a significant other who is selfish and believes that my finances and problems are of no concern to him. Mind you we live together. I am at my wits end. I do not know where to turn I have no one to talk to and sometimes I just feel like.......................................
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My daughter sees my woes and I feel like it will affect her. Maybe not now but someday. Well hopefully not now. I already get the talking back and temper tantrums. I love my kid and I love my life even though its no where near perfect. I just hate the people in it. I have family and its like I have no one. I have a significant other and I may as well be dating a rock. I cry daily I get pissed off I get mad but its still the same day after day after day..Someone please say something ↓
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