Hi catcorn, did you have a good weekend? I didnt get uo to much, spent the weekend arguing cause i said i wanted to go and stay with my dad for a bit!!! what did you get up to? ↓
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My little dear had a bad day yester 2 hour tantrum... Was at my mams which made it worse cause I was trying to get them to ignore him which is hard to do. In work now for the break.
Had a great night friday then sat in Saturday night hadnt the energy to go out!
You know what they say a change is as gud as a break so would do you good going to see your dad. ↑ |
yeah feel like its all getting on top of me sometimes and he doesnt understand, he just says 'whats up with you'! when half the time i dont know myself. ↑ |
I still dont know whats up with me and that 7 years later!!! We all have our off days.
If you are home alone all day makes it worse, he prob doesnt understand if he is working. I feel like i go to work for a break.. You know men it will take him a few days to get his head around it and its not as if you are planning on running off forever just a few weeks with ur dad. ↑ |
yeah i know. just feel so bad for abbie sometimes, gets me down and he just says 'forget about ti and enjoy her' but i dont find it that easy. get really upset when i think she might not be able to see. ↑ |
Its easy for people to say that, they mean well but i find it make you feel worse. My aunt thinks i am too strict sometimes with cian but I have him 6 nights a week and from the minute i come home from work. Just cause i dont give into him every time we are in the shop or let him stay up half hour past bedtime.
I know you cant forget about it but try think of the good thing like she focused on the doc when he moved his hand and she is smiling at you so she sees shapes anyway. They come on so much in the first year you dont have long to wait. I know it will seem like forever at times but you will get there. And you can rant as much as you want to me... ↑ |
thanks, over the weekend i was like, why doesnt catcorn work on a sunday!!!!.???? she did follow the doc but she doesnt smile at your face, its the voice. just hoping she is slow at it or something. ↑ |
I know have to get the phone line sorted, keep holding out now cause waiting for a transfer and dont know if they will charge me twice then for insalling it. Ill have to ring them I was booked in last June but I was always busy so never got it in the end.
Sure if its that bad post it anyway and ill see it next day. Sometimes you just feel better writing it down. Ah yeah give her time she is still so small anyway and it might take her that bit longer aswell. Its amazing though what they can do now. Read about a little boy who had no eardrums but they fitted something into his brain that bypasses the ear so he can hear now. I know that has nothing to do with anything but I sometimes talk before i think or dont think at all. Just a bit of interesting news.... ↑ |
its positive thats the main thing!! all i have done today is moan - sorry. ↑ |
U need to get it off your chest. Wish i knew about this site when i first found out about cian. then you would have seen some moaning... Why this, why that, not fair etc etc but now just try take it as it comes. They wouldnt take my blood fri it was too low the nurse asked was i stressed so poor woman got an earful... ↑ |
you have so much going on i dont know how you have time for anything...... i think that on days like today when im moaning all day...im like, i bet she wishes she never asked now!!! ↑ |
Dont be silly..Its good for me aswell to be able to talk to someone who is going though something similar. You are doing me a favour aswell by listening to me!
Sometimes i want time for me but when i get it i start thinking oh this is wrong and that happened and the doc said this but the nurse said that..Head goes in circles. Keep myself busy on purpose but think its catching up with me. Or else im just getting old! ↑ |
i dont do much of the listening though!!! really appreciate it though, cant be much for you and dont really have anyone else to moan at ↑ |
Ill shine my halo tonight...Ha ha. No really i enjoy our chats makes me feel normal instead of feeling the odd one out cause Cian has so many probs. Im sure the school think i am mad by now. But they are great with him thank god. ↑ |
its good that he goes to a mainstreem school, i hope abbie can as well. my fellas boy has just turned up so better go and say hi, although he is 17 now so not really a boy. are you about tomorrow? ↑ |
Unfortunatly yes im in work...
Talk to you then. 17 a ready made babysitter especially if he has a girlfriend! ↑ |
when she is a bit older it will be perfect. i'll talk to you tomorrow, will try to improve my mood by then :-) ↑ |
Dont know if it will be easier for me to check hotmail, my address is [email protected]
dont know if you have an email ↑ |
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taking abbie to be weighed now so will be back in a bit. ↑ |
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