I need help real bad , I feel so embaresed by this whole thing. I have a bf of a year and half and I thought he loved me and we had a child together. I always told him I love him and he has only said it to be a few times. He said recently that he hates our realship and always has. He said we are two different people , I thought that was a posstive thing. He also says he will go to keep baby if we dont work out. See we broke up 5days ago and he back only because I beg and cryed. Today he said nothing changed...I tried to fix things that r wrong. He even said I yell 24/7 am I really that bad. Do I not who I am ,....a crazy person...did I dream of our realship...but it was never real???? I cry every day ,what is so wrong with me...well I know everthing...he even claimed I didnt love baby?? I cry every day...I dont want to go out.. how can love hurt soo bad.. does only good people get lucky to have nice gue. I failed with him ,he was my nice gue. ,If only i was better. any advice would be nice. ↓
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