I have been with my husband for 5 years. for some time now we have been getting further and further apart..we barely kiss no physical contact, no communication. I have tryed talking with him but get nowhere, he tunes out and always says the same things. I tell him I feel we are no longer in love and he starts to say "im the bad one, blame me because I always do everything wrong" it so annoying when he does. I dont say that ever I just want him to understand how I feel, alone.. we have 5 second conversations. I really think we have hit rock bottom, I have wanted so many times to tell him that its over but never can say it. Im not afraid of being alone, I have my 3 kids and he is also very distant from them. He never plays or talks to them. Only the 2 year old is his. Im so confused I want to feel loved and wanted. he has told me many times that he has a big ego and pride. He never apologizes for anything and never conforts me when I cry, he just closes his eyes and gives me the silent treatment. He threatens me that if I leave then he will never give me another chance, but why should that scare me? I guess I just want to have the prince charming who will say he will fight for my love because he cant live without me, not someone who says if I leave then its my choice and not in any way his fault.! ↓
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