I am just poppin in at my moms house and wanted to let you girls know its just 2 more days some odd hours till my c-section then lil Kingston Taylor Bustos will be here...I have it scheduled for the 13th at 7:30....I am ready to be done of course cuz there is just no more room..But I can not sleep at all and am nervous..Some of you know but my last birth with my 4 year old Rylin was really tramatic..I can't sleep because of this i just keep thinking it will happen all over again though i have gotton so many tests and u/s done.
the last time for those that don't know was suppose to be like any other ordinary c-sec..I was a week and half over due.He turned breech at that pointand so we had a c-sec..When he came out he was blue and it ended up he had major heart defects that we didn'[t know about..They took him from me and airvaced him 3 hrs away..I didn't see him for 3 days and didn't hold him for at least 5 weeks..He had two surgeries while in the nicu/picu for the 8 wks he was there and i finnally took him home..where we have battled for the past 4 years...I just remember the dr telling me in recovery that i had a sick little boy and he probably wouldn't make it. He survived though and is my inspiration..His last surgery was in August and he is such a diff child...Neways I am just scared all over again. ↓
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