Well last Friday saw me get told by my doctor that we have Primary Infertility, I am going for a scan in 2 days time and although I hope there is nothing wrong I kind of want answers at the same time. I have to travel to get the scan done, after my doctor gets the scan he will send me off to get some blood tests (hormone levels... got all of the other tests done last year).
Last night my FIL phoned us up and I was talking about things in general and mentioned the scan, he kept on asking if I was okay and I said yes, that it was just something I wanted to get checked out, he then commented that I can talk to him (he has no daughter so my dh says that I am the daughter that they probably always wanted, hence why they tell me everything and want to be so close).. anyway he said "Are you planning/trying to fall pregnant" I went silent, then he laughed and said it again and then said "Ah, Congratulations, that's great". It is a little nerve wracking for me as we werent going to say anything until after we are pregnant, before we finished the conversation he said "Ah, I ratted you out". He was so excited. I didn't get to tell him we have been trying for almost 8 mths now with no luck.
We are going to stay with them in 5 weeks time, I guess I will cop all of the questions then, I will be honest when I see him and tell him that we have been trying for sometime, that it upsets me when I dont fall pregnant each month and although we love them very much this is why we haven't spoken about it.
Arrh, it would be easier and cheaper if I just fell pregnant. I hope that the scan brings good news... esp as my dh will be at work and cant come with me. Hopefully my next one will be looking at our baby.
Today (well in an hour for me) I will be 7 days into this cycle and 9 days until I ovulate... I will even cross my eyes this time if it works. ↓
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