| im here !! but im a little late lol.. =\ ↑ |
| well if ur still on.. gimme a reply.. u seem sad bout something.. hope everythings ok? ↑ |
hey rosey,
yeah im pretty upset...my ex has just played me for an idiot...he was messaging me pretending to be someone else...and as soon as i said to him i knew it was him he stopped tlaking to me..i keep having this flicker of hope that we could sort things but im really coming to realise that its not that case...he just wanted to rub in my face he has someone else. With this baby due any day now and my hormones rushing around like crazy i dunno if i can deal with this.. its the first time he has talked to me in 8 months and he couldnt even do it as himself..what is wrong with me! ↑ |
i know its easier said than done to forget him.. but if you sorted this out with him.. wouldnt he just do the same thing down the track when something doesnt go HIS way again? and then you'll just be hurt again!
Give him a choice.. he can either pull his head in now and be a part of your babies life.. OR he can just continue to act childish and miss out.. even if he comes running back later. ↑ |
yeha i wish i could just get over it...its been 8 months since he talked to me last...i was in a great place, i was happy with myself and prepared to go this alone with the support of my family and friends. Then he does this. He is such a lier he said he never meant to message me and he must of entered the wrong number. I sure as hell do not know any of his mobile numbers of by hart...why would he keep my number if he hates me so much.
I want whats best for my little girl..but he comes into this from day one not a minute later and if he going to do this i want him to just leave us alone. I did everything for him, i was his atm, i was his cook, his cleaner, his friend his lover. Im so angry Rosey..i can hardly breathe. I just look back at what he has from me and its like he has sucked the life right out of me...
im just so frustrated. I tried so hard to make it nice for him...i know this pregnancy was unexpected but it takes too...andi feel that all the blame is on me! ↑ |
