hey it does get better just try to stay positive.
maybe your not ready to 'give up' this way of life yet.
it is possible ive been 'free' of bulimia for weeks now, i have my sparkle back in my eyes, i have my innocence, im not living a lie anymore.
Yes somedays i feel like shit, but other days i just think, for fucks sake im 19 go out and enjoy yourself and i do!
it bloody costs a fortune to keep up the habbit and as soon as i was starting to cut down on it i could treat myself to the top i always wanted, a new skirt, new make up even a new car and that has made me feel so good!
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