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Name: deja vu18
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I have been trying to control my binging and purging erges, but the harder I try, the worst it gets. I noticed that I had an ED when I was about 14. I am now 18 and today I have even bigger problems then I imagined. I'm scared of walking down the street, I lie to everyone around me and most of all I feel like shit all the time and I can't get rid of my depression problem. Can someone please tell me where does it go from here? I feel like I'm on drugs. I'm scared that I will soon start to steal money from my mom, so that I could buy food that I know will not be in my system for long.
Does it get worst? I don't think I will be able to survive if it gets any worse. I doubt it will ever go away.
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Name: lucie | Date: Jan 12th, 2007 11:10 AM
hey it does get better just try to stay positive.

maybe your not ready to 'give up' this way of life yet.

it is possible ive been 'free' of bulimia for weeks now, i have my sparkle back in my eyes, i have my innocence, im not living a lie anymore.

Yes somedays i feel like shit, but other days i just think, for fucks sake im 19 go out and enjoy yourself and i do!

it bloody costs a fortune to keep up the habbit and as soon as i was starting to cut down on it i could treat myself to the top i always wanted, a new skirt, new make up even a new car and that has made me feel so good!

lucie 

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