hi katie,
i understand completly.
i am in the same boat.
i have been trying to starve myself now for about 2 weeks, but now when i give in and eat something i make myself throw it up, it is a habbit for me now too.
even down to being round my friends other day and i ate there so i made myself sick there.
and i also have felt lightheaded from it too, but once i have purged it up, im proud that i have.
Although im not long into doing this, im to addicted to get out.
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