so i'm not sure what sort of ED i have, if anything at all.
but for the past two years, roughly food and my eating habits is something i haven't been able to shift off of my mind. i stopped eating pretty much anything and lost several stone in the space of about 3 months then after that i just lost the odd pound every now and then, this carried on for several months but when i did eat in this time i couldn't stop myself. then eventually i just couldn't do it anymore, not because i was so weak but because my mind wouldn't allow me to. ever since i've always tried to get back to when i don't eat and just lose and lose weight, every now and then i can but only for a few weeks or so. i tend to just binge on food and then punish myself with exercise. clearly i haven't got ana or mia, i just don't know what is wrong? ↓
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