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im really scared. ive been looking like all over the web to find places where they offer support and shit but theres no place where u dont have to pay. im 5'4" and right now i weight probably like 110 lbs. i know, thats like refular, but at the beginnig of november i weighed 140. now, instead of just going on a regular diet, i wanted to go anorexic 1. bc i wantd to be skinny fast and 2. i wanted pl to worry about me bc im always just like ignord in my family. anyways, now i can't stop bc im scared to gain weight bc i know that after u stop eating for a long time that you gain weight lke way fast. anyways, i dont know what to doo!!!!!!! ↓
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| Name: ginny | Date: Dec 19th, 2005 5:54 PM |
| YOU HAVE TO GET HELP. I am a recovering anorexic and almost died 5 minths ago at 68 pounds cuz at 150 pounds, i thought i needed to lose weight anyway. Then it got out of control. Good for you that you realize that you need help .Start eating healthy and exercising. At first you may gain some weight, but then it;ll stabilize. You'll feel good,look good and be able to live care free. You should also think about seeing a therapist as well. Good luck and all the best ↑ |
| Name: Bree | Date: Jan 2nd, 2006 5:48 AM |
| I'm bulemic and have been for six years. I started because I was screaming for attention from my parents and I thought if something deadly was happening to me thy would finally see through my other two siblings (middle child) and see me and what I was doing. It;s now six years later, and I can't stop sticking my fingers dwon my throat. I have a doctor's app in two days. That's all I can tell you. Get help. Tell someone. My friend died at twenty one from anorexia. Her potassium level dropped, and she went into a coma, and never came out of it. She was 82 pounds when she died, and she had starved herself to death. Do something. We all think we're so immortal and nothing would ever happen to any of us...It's funny. My friend said the same thing to me, a week and two days before she went into her coma. ↑ |
| Name: Bree | Date: Jan 3rd, 2006 4:37 AM |
| Middle child syndrome here too. I have been bulimic for 5 1/2 yrs. as well. Some weeks are good, and some it seems are filled with trips to the bathroom. I hate it! I wish I had self control to just bust my butt working out and eat healthy, but I am weak. My mom raised me on sodas and junk food, so now, i find it difficult to choose water over soda or sugary coffee. I am a carbaholic and it seems sort of like if I can't eat crap then I would rather not eat or if I do eat junk I get the guilt and want to get rid of it because it sits like a two ton boulder in my stomach and my mind is screaming to get it out. Oh how i wish I were your weight. I am 5'5 130 and I realize i did have a baby 3 months ago, but I am so ready to be rid of the weight! I want even more to do it without the eating disorder. ↑ |
| Name: Rian | Date: Jan 3rd, 2006 5:12 AM |
| Huge apologies Bree! I meant to post my name with my above post and I guess I was thinking about who I was replying to. I am so sorry! I am a middle child as well. LOL ↑ |
| Name: k | Date: Jan 18th, 2006 11:34 PM |
| Get help stop looking at the glass that is half empty look at it as half full ↑ |
| Name: Brittney | Date: Jan 28th, 2006 6:17 PM |
| Hey, my name is Brittney and I have only had anorexia for a little bit over a year now. Get help...FAST! My eating disorder has taken over my life! All I think about all day long is food and how many calories I have eaten. I am also depressed and nothing seems to be that much fun anymore. Just talk to your parents and ask for some support. I know you can do it!! ↑ |
| Name: gabi | Date: Jan 29th, 2006 9:07 AM |
| hey, i was anorexic for 1 and a half years. stop before u put yourself in hospital. it's not worth it. people will notice u as a crazy girl not because they like u or find u attractive. and dont do it against ur family. they can help you(or force food down ur throut at the table) but still quit now. ↑ |
| Name: ashley | Date: Feb 17th, 2006 7:13 PM |
hey emilie, i know exactly how you feel. I am 16 and live in cincinnati OH and i also have an eating disorder. I am bulimic...i am getting help though but it is soo hard to get over! I am 5'5 and when i started having an eating disorder i weighed 156 lbs...i now weigh 119...i wanted to be like models and i wanted people to tell me how beautiful and thin i was...and ya know what i got all that...i got to be thin and beautiful...and catch peoples attention...but you know what although all of those things made me happy...inside of me i was screaming...hiding secrets like this arent healthy and it made me depressed...i always wanted to be alone and the worse thing that happened was my relationship with my family declined drastically...they never trusted me, we were always argueing and although they were right about most things...it made me feel horrible for so long. I am still havig trouble with all of this, but i have began talking to more people about it and counceling has helped...if you ever would like to talk to me please IM me on aim m sn is oxlushuslippsxo...i would love to talk to someone with the same problem and situation i have been in. Maybe we can help each other out...
Ashley ↑ |
| Name: kathleen | Date: Feb 18th, 2006 11:51 AM |
do not go down that path it is bad. and i know from experience.
if ur gonna lose wieght do it healthily or not at all. you probably dont know how embarrasing 2 find urself in a wheelchair at a hospital because u hav fainted from not eating. trust me it isnt good. you sound like a gr8 girl and i know u may not listen but u r not fat and dont need 2 lose weight! if u r having more problems think about seeing a counsellor or sumthin. good luck xoxo ↑ |
| Name: Jessica | Date: Feb 24th, 2006 7:43 PM |
| I know the feeling. Last year, my parents didn't really see me either. I was always invisible. I still am. At the start of my Junior year in Highschool I was 5ft 4in and 125 pounds and I saw myself as fat. My ex-boyfriend and I had started dating in November and were already talking about going to prom. I was already dress shopping by February. I found a dress that I really liked and I bought it. When I showed him what it looked like on me in early march, he was pissed. He said I looked fat and I needed to lose weight or else he would break up with me and I'd be left dateless for prom. I was scared. I started eating less and I made sure that what I did eat didn't stay down. I also started smoking becuase the I had heard that nicotine is an appatite depressant. By the end of march, I was 100 pounds and I still didn't look the way he wanted me to. By the time prom came aroudn in late april, I was 91 pounds adn didn't even have enough energy to dance. Needless to say, keeping the secret was really hard and it caused another problem. I had tension that built up and had started cutting before Prom. I felt like I couldn't be good enough for my bf. After prom was over everything had already become a way of life. I didn't see him during the summer adn I did gain a little weight back, but old habits die hard; the cutting never stopped: it got worse. In October (1 week before Homecoming) I finally told my bf about hte problems I was having, mainly becuz he wanted me to lose weight for homecoming. He dumped me the next night becuz he felt that I was a "Freak". After all was siad and done I got to go to homecoming with thsi guy that I've had a crush on since my freshman year adn now him and I are really good friends. My parents don't really give a crap about me so he's been helping me through this. Get help! If not through a professional, then get help through a friend becuz otherwise it could lead to something worse adn more deadly. ↑ |
| Name: brittany b | Date: Feb 27th, 2006 2:53 AM |
i just bought a bottle of epicac because i want to lose lbs fast
how did you lose so much weight ↑ |
| Name: ginny | Date: Feb 27th, 2006 6:34 PM |
| an amazing support group that is totally free is www.crazycaterpillar.com. they are accepting and loving there. but i hope you realize that just a support site is not enough. you need a nutritionist and therapy. let's all beat this anoerxia monster once and for alll ↑ |
| Name: stephanie | Date: Feb 27th, 2006 9:43 PM |
| i'm anorexic,i hate eat ↑ |
| Name: binky | Date: Feb 28th, 2006 1:15 PM |
| You a stupid little heffa you could have controled yourself so what you get ignored by your family it happens all the time its up to you to make a difference. ↑ |
| Name: patto | Date: Mar 2nd, 2006 9:55 AM |
| Hey - add me .. [email protected] on msn.. we can discuss things there... ↑ |
| Name: charlie | Date: Mar 21st, 2006 10:19 PM |
| hey, I never know what to do. do you feel scared of everything ang like nothing really touches you? ↑ |
| Name: craig | Date: Mar 23rd, 2006 10:19 PM |
| hi there my name is craig and last night my girl frind of 7 months told me she had a dissorder and that it was bulemic and i had no idea what it was or what is was about then she told me . i am fearing 4 her life i dnt want her to end up having a stroke she told she me she has to thow up twice a day can some 1 please email me with some infomation on what i can do to help my girl ? [email protected] please some 1 right back im so sad and dnt know what to do ↑ |
| Name: wow | Date: Mar 31st, 2006 3:01 AM |
| wow, thats exactly how i feel. It's screwed up, i want to eat, my stomuch is growling like crazy, but i just feel ashamed and like im quitting if i eat something, its only been 4 days. im even scared tap water has calories, so i dont drink it. only flavoured water and 1 bottle a day it has zero everything. um i am 5'2,14,116. i know thats a lot. but now i can't stop not eating. i want to be skinny, i crave it. ↑ |
| Name: cc | Date: Apr 6th, 2006 10:34 PM |
| girl,i went through the same thing last year ,but through the support of my family ,i gained it back.you should tell your family. ↑ |
| Name: Rian | Date: Apr 21st, 2006 11:18 PM |
| How do you feel with having a unique name ↑ |
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