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hey. well i guess i should start off saying that i dont really thing i have an eating disorder..
i mean, i guess i could go a day without eating, and i have done that, but i really like plurging instead. and the deal is that, i dont plurge after every meal. some times when im like in school, i feel i cant. i usually just throw up lunches and dinners. sometimes i cant all of them though.. i feel much better after i do though. its like a feeling that i know im getting skinnier somewhere, somehow.. i have more energy. and sometimes i guess i get pains that are trying to tell me to eat something. but my brain is thinking that it already did so i can fight needing to eat. im not fat, but i have fat in places i dont want it. i want long skinny limbs a nice butt =) a pretty stomach and a slender face. i have ALWAYS had a chubby face.. and it bugs me soo much. hahh i guess i might be over obsessing but i mean doing this makes me happy. i really feel i would be much happier if i got to look like how i want. so any way. are there any experienced belimics that can give me any tips r just talk? thankks a wicked lot =] xox ? |
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experienced bulimics?
my word girl! i am an "experienced bulimic" and let me tell you if you can just stop right now, then you'd be crazy not to! This isn't just a quick way to lose weight. It will completely rule and wreck your life!!! I wish I had known what misery and depression came with this sickness before it got hold of me! I'm not tring to be sarcastic or mean. I just hope you will stop while you can! PLEASE!! This isn't a fun life. I promise you will regret ever doing it. = |
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