heya huni.
i know having an eating disorder is really hard, but you CAN do this, you must have faith in yourself, and you need to rely on the faith and support of the pople around you.
You sound like you are a strong person, you tell yourself this is wrong and you know it is, and if you were weak you wouldnt.
Whats your story?
How old are you? whats your weight & height/ and how long has this been going on for?
here if you wanna chat huni.
xxxhugsxxx ↑ |
well i was skinny all my life and i knew this but moving to different states and my parents fighting all the time . i just ate and ate as comfort food. and then when i was about 12 i started to realize that i hated the way my body looked . not only that ym dad would always call me fat and tell me i needed to lose weight ..... i wasnt though . yeah i gained weight but i was not fat. but anyway at 13 i began to purge everytime i felt i ate too much . but then months after i began purging at every meal and restricting i lost alot of weight but it slowy came back on and now i am 15 turning 16 . i have done so much harmto my body . and i dont think i can live like this anymore but there is something in me that wont let me stop and i want it to go away . i will never like the way i look ↑ |