Hi
Ok this is going to sound stupid but i have been reali unhappy since the split of band Blink 182. Ever since i was 5 and heard their music i have always believed they could save me.
I went through a reali depressed period where i would cut myself deeply everyday.
Until one day i was on WMP and i found all my old Blink 182 songs, i begun to listen to them again and i no longer felt the need to cut or be depressed any more.
1 year after they broke up i was still not cutting by listening to their music and watching thur music everyday.
Until the end of last year when i just broke down and became drunk and started cutting again, my feeling was always that they could save me frm myslef.
Then At Christmas my brothwr came back home and for those short few weeks i stopped cutting and felt that mayb their was someone other than Blink that could save me, but now he's gone, i feel alone and sad and unhappy.
I cry constantly wen i think of Blink not being together but i still listen to their music, and for that moment even for a second i am able to smile again and forget all of my pain and hurt, and to me that means so much to be able to forget everything and just focus on bliss.
I sit at bed everynight and wonder the same thing "Who's going to save me frm myself tomorrow?"
Ace ↓
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