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Name: Satans Bitch
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I'm 14 and my life has been on a downfall for 2yr's ive been raped and on and off drugs, i've been out of school for ages because of being bullied and i've been called a slut for yrs even though im not. I have no one to talk to and i dont want to live another year, i should still be a kid, i shouldnt have to live with some of the stuff i do, i've been cutting myself for over 2yrs and i cant get out of my depression no matter how hard i try. Please help. I also havnt seen my dad in 11 years and when i came on this site before for help i got abused and someone got my forum taken off :( all i want is help.
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Name: Satans Bitch | Date: Jul 22nd, 2006 11:50 PM
Please help me 

Name: Rachel | Date: Jul 23rd, 2006 2:13 PM
No dont kill yourself. You need professional help - someone to talk to. I suggest that you talk to one of your parents about what you are feeling. Don't be ashamed ot scared to talk to them. I am quite sure that they would be very happy to hear that you came to THEM with your problem and you are looking for help.
Committing suicide is a cowardly thing. If you have problems in your life you need to address them. That is the bravest thing to do. When you face your problems and get serious help (and there are people out there trained to help people like you) then your life will get so much better and you will get out of your depression.
Please get help. Don't be scared. Your life is so down right now that the only place left to go is up!!! Good luck and I hope you feel better. 

Name: twostepsback | Date: Jul 24th, 2006 1:53 PM
Don't kill yourself.
you can overcome obstacles in life..you're so young, and i'm so sorry you've had to go through it all.
you need to see a doctor for some professional help; therpay, counselling..sometimes talking to someone just helps.
I hope you get the help you need so you can recover.
just don't kill yourself. 

Name: Hello | Date: Jul 27th, 2006 5:01 PM
Worse things happen at sea. Look a tthe bigger picture; 200,000 killed in a tsunami - that's something to be upset about. 

Name: bladerunnerx16 | Date: Aug 9th, 2006 4:47 PM
I think all u really want is someone to talk to. Dont bitch people out on here, and they will help you if u let them. 

Name: gemma | Date: Aug 11th, 2006 11:45 PM
life can be tough sometimes i been trough similer tings like you n i tried killin myself but thats not the answer u need some one to talk to i can if u want ok 


Name: Satans Bitch | Date: Aug 15th, 2006 5:34 PM
Thanks everyone :) I've just urned pagan and i was reading up on it and suicide in paganisum like most other religons is the greatest sin of all, so i cant commit suicide anyway but i still feel like it sometimes :( 

Name: sterlids | Date: Aug 15th, 2006 7:29 PM
i'm 23 now and married and four months pregnant and so happy i never took my own life. i had a horrible childhood also. i too battled with the demon suicide. it wasn't fun at all. i was sexually abused by my paternal grandfather, my brother and my first step-father. my whole childhood was sexual abuse it didn't stop until i was 16. none of them ever raped me but they did some damage. my mom knew i needed help but had her own issues and i told her that i didn't want to do anything about it. when i was in the air force i met my now husband and he made me go to counseling and i went for myself to. i got tired of being so damned depressed and high strung all the time. it was the best thing i could have ever done for myself. suicide is not the answer. and don't turn to other demons either, like cutting or eating disorders. i only cut myself once and it was in the past year and i was just so overwhelmed i didn't know what else to do. but now i am depression free and insomnia free and intruding thoughts free and it is great!!! and i haven't taken any medicine in like two year!!! so you can get through this. and when you leave home you can make a life for yourself and remember that only you can make yourself happy, no one else. but first and foremost go to your parents. they do love you. 

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