Fatehr for my baby lives in another country, I told him he cant speak to my son until he tells his ex to f%ck off, because she wrote offensive email to me calling my son a mentally challenged, bastard , alien etc and I found out he stills talk to her, . I wont allow that, he has to stand up for his son if he wants to be in his life
the thing is i dont want to call him no more for him to see that is for real that he lost him, but i cant stop calling but is like cursing the hell out ofhim in his answering machine seems to be the only relief for this pain
am i addicted to the relationship
bc i cant stop sometimes i leave him 5 or 6 mss a day, horrible messages ↓
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