I had dated James on and off for 2 years. He isn't from where i am from, just here for college, I knew he had a little boy back home and was cool with that. He also told me that his babies mother had twins by someone else. Well, we weren't together but still seeing each other. And now i am pregnant with his boy. And comes to find out the twins his babies mother has, is his, so he already has 3 kids back home all under the age of 2. Now that I am 32 weeks pregnant, I am wishing that maybe I would of got an abortion. He asked me 3 weeks ago if i could still have one, cause he wanted me to get one all along. i said hell no. And haven't heard from him since. Im all alone, and am on bed rest for the rest of my pregnancy.Ive been very depressed because I want to be excited about my son, but he makes it hard, and it hurts me knowing that im going to be a single mother, I need advice! ↓
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