Hello everyone my name is Rachel im 19 a single mom im a mother of a healthy 6-month old baby girl im like other single moms who are struggling i can't overcome this depression i always think about my Baby's Father he left me because he already had a child with another woman and they are so madly in-love which made me so depressed which leads me to sometimes ignore my baby's needs. I know it's wrong to do such thing but i can't help it sometimes i want to kill myself but i can't i don't want to leave my baby she needs me, i even deactivated my social network accounts to avoid contact with my friends well they weren't my real friends anyway they don't even give a damn about how i feel, all i think about was shame, guilt and regret and how sorry i am that i wasn't the perfect daughter for my parents i humiliated them and i couldn't stop crying everynight if only i could turn back time i would have focus on my studies and become a 3rd year college student but things changed now but it doesn't mean i regret having my baby in my life i stopped drinking and going out because of her but still i always think im a useless mother to her how can i get rid of this depression please help :( ↓
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