Well..yes its true. Ive come to the decision to take him to day care once a week. For a few reasons...
Of late..olbi has become way too attached and sooky towards me..he will not allow me ot put him down without chucking a complete tantrum and playing up. Ive tried the controled crying and he wont have any of it..
That and he is actually really enjoying other childrens company now..previously he wasnt..he hated it. But ive watched him really grow up. When he is around my friends kids..all he does is watch him in awe..and participates in whatever activity they are doing.
And finally..i need ME time...i felt slefish at first..but geez... i dont get a moment to myself..no one helps..and its starting to get to me.
So now..once a week he is off to daycare. I went to every place we had here..some where absolutley FILTHY!!! ugh made me sick..but the last one i visited was just perfect. I think it will do me and him good..but its going to rip my heart out to just put him there and leave him.
Ive planned a really busy day for the first day he starts..so hopefully that will take my mind of it. But i doubt it :( How and Why ive become such a sook still gets me! If you woulda told me i would of felt this way or would of behaved this way 2 years ago..i woulda laughed at you.
i guess becoming a mother does that to you :) ↓
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