Nicola, i am confused. you have said on here that the father of your twins raped you. but in this thread you refer to him as "the man you were seeing." were you really the little girl that cried wolf because you were afraid to tell your mom you were seeing this guy?
Name: Nicola • Date: 10/27/2006 07:42:50
Lol i suppose you're right. I feel quite sdad sometimes, I do read the posts on due date crowd and there's alot of people in the early weeks of pregnancy like you, and I feel quite, well jealous is the wrong word, I can't think of a right one. But I didn't find out I was pregnant till I was 16 weeks and understandably was quite stunned, I'd been very sick, but it wasn't just the mornings, it was all bloody day! And I'd put on weight, especially around my stomach, but it wasn't excessive and just thought it was because I was eating too much pasta and I was bloated so i did skip meals, Then after a particularly bad sick day where I trhought I was going to sick up my intestines I went to the doc as an emergency and the sister told me did an ultra-sound and said by the masurements I was 16 weeks with twins! I told Paul, who I was seeing, and I was too frightened to tell my mum, and waited till I was 20 weeks and by then I was quite obvious! My mum was pretty angry, really angry and threw me out, because I didn't want to abort the demon children. I moved in with Paul, Later Paul moved away and I was stuck. but I managed to get a council flat which was nextdoor to an old friend of mine who I hadn't seen in about 3 years and she helped me to clean it up and get ready for it all. I was extremely depressed and unhappy, I was heartbroken, frightened and worried. Those laast few months were the worst of my life. But I carried on going to school, because I would have gone insane cooped up in that flat. I gave birth naturally, which is the thing I am most proud of in the world and then when they were 1 week old they were fit enought o come home, as soon as we'd got home I went up to my mum's house and she met them, she said I never should have listened ot her and she wished that I had come home sooner, she said she was really angry and I should have ignroed her. She was about to move so I stayed at the flat overnights but came to the house and helped her pack during the day, and it was good because she oversaw what I was doing with them, and although she didn't do much, it gave a me a little more confidence that I was doing the right things. Are you going to find out what sex your baby is? I think I would if I was having another, because you can ↓
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| Name: Ludicrus | Date: May 31st, 2007 10:19 AM |
this does not sound like something a rape victim would say.
"I told Paul, who I was seeing, and I was too frightened to tell my mum, and waited till I was 20 weeks and by then I was quite obvious! " ↑ |
| Name: Nicolaaa | Date: May 31st, 2007 10:19 AM |
"i told paul, who i was seeing, and was angry blah blah blah"
Meaning...paul was the guy who i was seeing. James was the rapist. ↑ |
| Name: Nicolaaa | Date: May 31st, 2007 10:20 AM |
| I was seeing Paul...i told him...He was the first person I told that i was pregnant ↑ |
| Name: Emma | Date: May 31st, 2007 10:20 AM |
| Ignore it nicola... It really isnt worth it you dont need to explain anything ♥ ↑ |
| Name: Nicolaaa | Date: May 31st, 2007 10:21 AM |
I dont want people getting the wrong end of the stick though...like Ludi is. Twisting things that iv said, interpreting them wrong.
And man..i wish i could do those heart things!! ↑ |
| Name: Emma | Date: May 31st, 2007 10:23 AM |
| Ludi = M and you know what he/she is like no matter what you say it will twist it... =] ↑ |
| Name: SLUSHIE | Date: Jun 1st, 2007 5:55 AM |
| whoa half of this post is missing.. ↑ |
| Name: momo | Date: Jun 1st, 2007 5:56 AM |
| yes it was some big ordeal today i guess...i was sleeping...so i missed...but i do know winn stook up for nicola and ludi layed it on winn...Big surprise that everyone doen't like ludi...still ↑ |
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