I am a home stayed mum of 16 month baby.some times i feel that i am not at all a good mother. I do try to take good care of my baby. but i also confess that emotionally or mentally many a times i was not as attached to him as i should be. My mum lost her mum at the age of 2 and my dad lost his dad at the age of 3 or 4. As a result of their incomplete childhood they were never been able to give me emotional attachment i needed. Although i promised myself before getting married and having baby that i will not repeat their mistakes. But unfortunately i am struggling with my promises. I sometime shout at my child or worse i consider him a burden. please don’t judge me. I do regret immediately but alas.....
I think i need some help. But where should i go. I cannot talk about this with my family and husband. They would never able to understand my situation. Any suggestions!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ↓
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