My husband and I have been together for going on 9 years. We where boyfriend and girlfriend in school but my parents broke us up because they found out that he took my virginity. A few weeks later my parents took me and we moved away, and we never got a chance to say, “bye” to each other. He was everything to me back then. He was my first love, sex, and heartbreak. He defended and protected me from everything. When I was with him I was truly cherished.
12 years past, and we didn’t see each other or even know how to contact each other. I found out later that he came to my town I moved to and tried to look me up but with no luck. He married and had 2 kids and I married and had 2 kids. Then we both divorced our spouses around the same time.
Then I got in contact with a mutual friend of his and mine and the friend contacted him and he contacted me and we have been inseparable every since.
I have never loved someone this much. I love him so much I think I am driving him away. I want to be around him at all times, and every day it gets stronger. I never wanted that with my ex husband. In fact I didn’t want to be around very much at all when we where married. How do I back off just enough and love him from afar to give him some breathing room? ↓
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