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well i was sitting at my parents house pushing Tyler in his swing, because this swing doesn't move, it broke, but i didn't strap him in because i was sitting right there pushing him and holding his hand, when i looked over at Apache, my dog Pissing on the Basket in the living room that holds the magazines, i jumped up and beat the shit out of him, and Tyler was getting fussy, so i go Mitch (my little bro) grab Tyler and just as the words came out of my mouth, he fell and landed on his stomach and started crying, i freaked and ran to him scooped him up, he stopped crying less than 20 sec later and i was just rocking him telling him i was sorry over and over and i was crying, by this point he was smiling and having a good time, but im so fricken mad at my self, for not strapping him in, this swing doesn't have a tray to hold him in place, im so stupid. and i feel so bad for hurting him! i should never of left him there by his self! i know you guys are going to tell me that im not a bad mom and that it happens, but i don't care, i still think i am. my brothers were like ohh hes fine, which he was, but they were saying it to make me feel better, but i still feel horrible :( ↓
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