Hi Coart,whats going on? ↑ |
im just overly stressed. to fix that we need smart ppl in the military, and i need a new doc so i can have my effin medicines, but i dont even have time to go if i could get a new one. im a effing fatass i cant stand looking at myself or going o0ut in public but i wrk nights which results in no sleep bc mr braden is always up, but if i lose or quit my job i def have no sanity and we need the extra money bc braden needs food, i need gas bc of driving back and forth bc of the idiots again. it seems bc they keep screwing up, im never gonna get home to scotty. i seriously want to just scream or blow something up like a crazy person ↑ |
i love you...thats makes it ALLL better iknow it does... ↑ |
I'm sorry you are having such a hard time right now. I can't believe it's taking so long to get things in order to get you and Braden back to Turkey. I can't even imagine how hard it is without Scott. Maybe you could call your doctors office and speak with a nurse, tell her that you still aren't doing any better and maybe she can get the doctor to call you in something, just be persistant. I can't believe they would deny you medications for post partum in the first place. As far as you feeling bad about the way you look, I would say you're perfect, you just had a baby, blah blah blah, but I know that's not going to make you feel better, I know what you are going through. I still haven't lost all the weight I gained during pregnancy and that was over 3 years ago. It's hard, for some people the weight just falls off after delivery and for others, they lose a lot in the beginning and then it's a stand still. It sucks, but just keep working at it and it will be gone before you know it. If you never lose it then just look at it as a momentum from your sweet baby boy. :-) LOL I really hope things get better for you and that you get to be with Scotty soon!!! ↑ |
lol nice vent . you rock! ↑ |
oh and one more thing girl, no bombs! The government sort of looks down on that sort of thing now since 9/11 and what not :) ↑ |
hahahahah thanks jill love you ↑ |
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