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Well im 20and the past year has been a stressful one to say the least i lost another family member in a shocking unexpected death, i have a rocky relationship and unstable living arrangments, i know that i lost a bit of weight from all this prob about a stone, this was from loss of appetite i jus became so eaten up by stress that i forgot to eat somedays....but now days i live alone in reasonably accom. but according to others the weight has been dropping off of me still...the last time i weighted myself was about 3months ago and i was 11and a half stone (im 5'8'') so i was ok now im just under 9 stone...i can hear wat people are saying and i can see wat the scales say but wen i look in the mirror i see wat i used to look like..and as much as people beg me to eat i continue not to as my appetite is pretty much nil! its odd because i dont really fear weight gain its just like im punishing myself almost but i dont know how to stop it!! my boyfriend went away for a week and came back last night and was almost in tears saying i genuinly have lost weight in the space he has been away and begged me to eat! so why do i continue to starve myself??? ↓
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