I wonder if someone could possibly put me out of my misery....
I am 30 years old and have been trying for a baby for two years with no success. I was anorexic from 17 to 21, but then just swapped to bulimia. I have been to counselling and since getting married four years ago, I have been a lot better (inducing a couple of time a month instead of 4-5 a day!). However, not being able to get pregnant has put immense strain on me and has caused me to suffer fits of severe depression. As a result, my ED has reared its head again and I am now inducing again about 2-4 times a week. Sounds like a contradiction, but I keep beating myself up that me not getting pregnant is because of all the punishment I have put my body through over the years. My periods are regular as clockwork and I definitely ovulate every month, but its just not happening.
Could you girls please set my mind at rest that me not getting pregnant is not my fault and its not because of my ED....
Did anyone fall pregnant whilst actively pregnant? ↓
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