Sounds to me like you're posting because some part of you wants to stop. Talk to a professional. ↑ |
Try this....Spray your hands with bug spray. Trust me on this one, ONce you attempt to purge, you will extract your fingers right from your mouth! Its also very hard to get the tast off your hands, once you do this you might not be able to purge for a couple meals. So if your looking for a stop then try this and even if only for one day and see how you like it. ↑ |
he3y bridge, that is great advice! thanks ↑ |
hmm.....thats a bad situation..i don't know what to say. ↑ |
you sound exactly like me!! seriously....ive tried to explain myself to my best friend and what uve said is pretty much what i say!! even from ur other posts ive read...... ↑ |
i know what you mean. I love being able to eat everything in sight and not gain a pound, but then i hate the feeling that comes along with it. I dont know if i could do the bug spray thing though. It sounds like a good idea though. I've tried painting my nails before because nail polish remover tastes horrible, but i always wait a while and then binge. It seems like this disorder is never ending procrastination. I'm going to eat healthy tomarrow. I'm going to stop eating for the day after this binge. I'm going to stop using laxatives after this box. I hate it and i want to stop. I'm so ashamed of everything that i do. I'm not the same person i used to be. The disorder changed me, and not for the better. ↑ |