hey i'm 18 years old and have been suffering with bulimia since i was 14. i have lost weight and gained it. i just cant seem to stop and the trouble is i really don't want to either as i'm scared i'll gain weight. i am a size 8 in clothes and everyone tells me i am thin and i know size 8 is small but i feel so fat.
i am constantly getting stomach pains after throwing up, but still continue, feeling faint, throwing up when if i try to keep food down, it's just really bad.
i never been for professional help as when i was 14 my mum found out i was bulimic by the school nurse as i told her because i was throwing blood and was scared, she just hit me and told me she will beat it out of me which made it worse to be honest, but she was an alcoholic so think that what started it off for me being abused.
i just need someone to talk too, as have left home 2 years ago and the problem is still here. my boyfriend just doesn't understand, neither do my mates as they think i am stupid and say i am slim but they just dont get me.
please will someone email at [email protected] and give me some advise or chat.
many thanks.
Kerry ↓
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