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I can;t stop throwing up after each meal - I want to be thin and look like the movie stars and get the attention that I need- I tell my Mom she can trust me and she wants to and I think she does, but I still do it when I know she can't check on me. ↓
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| Name: clp1 | Date: Oct 6th, 2005 8:22 PM |
| Gennifer, you need to get help. My sister had or "has" bulemia. Four years ago she came close to dieing from it. She has lost one kidney and had been in and out of hospitals for years prior to her close call. There is a deeper problem then just wanting to be skinny. My sisters problem was her husband consistantly told her she was fat. She finally divorced him got some help. Although, she had used so many laxatives and threw up so much that her stomach could not keep food down she had to have a feeding tube put in her stomach and had to keep it in for a year. It has been 3 years now and she is doing fine no feeding tube and no hospitals. You need help get it before you tear your body up and there is no return. ↑ |
| Name: amber | Date: Nov 29th, 2005 11:22 PM |
| how do you stop bulemie ↑ |
| Name: amber | Date: Nov 29th, 2005 11:28 PM |
| my frend does it in she acts like she is fine///but she is not fine ↑ |
| Name: AmberM | Date: Dec 1st, 2005 10:22 PM |
| I have been bulemic for almost 5 years. I tried counseling but it didn't help. I am on anti depressant to help with the urge to continue, but I feel it isn't helping. ↑ |
| Name: B | Date: Dec 5th, 2005 9:48 PM |
| The thing I have learned about bulemics, myself included, is that we are the biggest liars anyone will ever meet. This is not to mean we are bad people, not at all. We are sick, and the illness causes us to do things we would not normally do such as lie about ourselves. For me it goes back to the feeling of wanting everything to be perfect, and not wanting to let anyone see me fail. I constantly find myself bold face lying to the people I love. And it hurts me to do so. So I can relate to how you feel. The only advice I feel I can give you is to be brave and tell your Mom that you can not be trusted with a simple "I'm fine Mom, don't worry." Of course that is so much easier for me to sit here and type than it would be to do. I guess all I am really tru=ying to say is you are not alone in feeling this way. I understand exactly what you are talking about. I face the same problem with the people I love too. Stay strong. ↑ |
| Name: Heather | Date: Jan 2nd, 2006 5:18 AM |
| Sounds a lot like me. I started six years ago. I wanted attention from my parents mostly. I have my first doctors appointment in two days to finally try and get help. I din't know if I'l ever be able to stop though. Food doesn't feel right in my body. ↑ |
| Name: sally | Date: Jan 13th, 2006 4:37 AM |
| theres actually an eating disorder forum.maybe u should post there ↑ |
| Name: lois | Date: Jan 14th, 2006 10:38 PM |
| Name: b.k. | Date: Jan 16th, 2006 12:56 PM |
| Bulimia ddoesn't make you thin, actually tho it may seem like a lot, most of the calories are absorbed. Your face blows up, you could rupture your esophagus,be at risk for cancers... Do you know bulimis kills faster than anorexia? I was severely anorexic(60 pounds,5''6, 18 years old) so i know how an ed can take over your life. I am stillstruggling to gain 30 more pounds! you have to really want to get better. It sounds like you do, or then why would you be posting? get a therapist and a doctor on your case. A pro-supportr site is also helpful, i belong to an incredible one. and maybe this will make you want to get well- i saw a pic of a naked dead 19 year old girl slumped in the bathroom. She had eaten and went to throw up- and never came out. Her stomach exploded from all the ourging, bruises exploded all over her body, her stomach turned green, her organs began to disintegrate. This girl had everyhting in the world, and so much potential. And to die like an animal, posted on the net for the whole world to see her? When i saw this pic, reality hit. Also i recommend going to somethingfishy.com, a pro-support site, it lists over 800 names of poor souls who have died from eating disorders. Hun- stop before it's too late, i almost died, do that helped snap some sense into me. Get well- do you want to become another statistic and have your photo plastered on the net "a poor, troubled girl, so much promise..." think about it, you can e-mail me if you have questions, or just need a sounding board: at [email protected] ↑ |
| Name: isabelle | Date: Jan 31st, 2006 4:13 PM |
| i am bulimic and i need help ↑ |
| Name: melanie | Date: Feb 19th, 2006 1:44 PM |
| i have been bulemia for 20 years. sometimes it has so much control over me i feel that i just want to end it all. it has destroyed my health, my marriage and my relationship with my kids. i have sought out help, all i get is medication. i know that someday it will destroy me. ↑ |
| Name: Jason | Date: Feb 20th, 2006 4:20 PM |
| HEY dont do bulimia do the atkins diet if your are a lil healthier youshed lbs quick 8-10 in a month and do 10 minutes of power crazy arobics its not the saffest diet in the world but its safer than bulimia and you will shed the pounds you eat 20 grams of carbs aday or less diet soda and seafood and backed chicken and steak are zero carbs so just eat meats and you can eat burgers from mcdonalds if you take the bread off but bulimia can give you heart problems and you could dye its not worth it try atkins you will be 20 lbs smaller in 1-2 1/2 monthes ↑ |
| Name: anne | Date: Feb 22nd, 2006 1:44 PM |
| i want to be thin too. i have many stressers. i am bulemic and have been for many years. sometimes it gets me so very down and scared because it seems to control me.---but i will never give up trying to beat it. when i do it, i try to forgive myself. and get on with life. think of the good things in my life ↑ |
| Name: Suzi | Date: Feb 28th, 2006 2:49 AM |
| One of my best friends struggled w/ Bulemia... GET HELP. My friend finally just checked herself into the hospital- medications given to her weren't helping. I know this is tough and sort of unbelievable (but it is SO true)... but most guys don't like the "movie star" look. It's gross. Little stick legs and no butt or boobs isn't appealing to your average guy, so go find some help, and remember YOU ARE BEAUTIFUL because God (or whoever you believe in) made you just the way you are!!! ↑ |
| Name: reinette | Date: Apr 12th, 2006 6:42 AM |
| you always think it will just be this one time then never again ↑ |
| Name: reinette | Date: Apr 12th, 2006 6:46 AM |
| just come out with all and tell her you want to stop but cant ↑ |
| Name: sweetsecretary | Date: May 24th, 2006 8:26 PM |
| I have been battling bulemia for 20 years. I was once in your shoes. When you're young, it seems like a quick fix, but when you're older and you haven't dealt with the problems you have that helped create the problem, well, at that point, your life is in danger every time you throw up. Over the years, I have built up scar tissue in my throat. I am facing esophigitis or esophagial hemmoraging. Then, there is no turning back. Whether you survive it or not, the damage is permenant. And to top it all off, I am still overweight. Only now, I am self employed with no insurance, so I can't get help. I can only try each time I am feeling like I want to throw up, NOT TOO!! ↑ |
| Name: satan's bitch | Date: Jun 8th, 2006 11:39 AM |
| you shouldn't do it for attention! i do it coz i used to be fat and the names they called me stuck with me ever since and i hardly eat now... movie stars are very fake and most of them ahve been air brushed be happy with your body babe. ↑ |
| Name: Shadow | Date: Jun 29th, 2006 4:19 AM |
| I am not sure where my disorder fits. I never really looked for help or even thought that I needed it. I am momentarily overweight but look to be thin in a couple of months. I starve, and do the occasional laxitives, excessive exercise, and depression. With me I only do this when I fall into extreme depression caused by my weight. If I don't starve then It seems like I constantly eat. Its a craving for food just like cigaretts. So I just close up and don't eat at all. Take OTC diet meds, laxitives, and exercise. Whats going on with me!?!? ↑ |
| Name: patti | Date: Jul 9th, 2006 1:26 PM |
| i just discovered my daughter has been making herself throw up. I am not sure what to do? She is 18 and is leaving for college. I am worried that she will be on her own with this problem that apparently has been going on for a couple of months. ↑ |
| Name: Jennifer | Date: Jul 10th, 2006 2:02 AM |
| Name: urm..help | Date: Aug 28th, 2010 2:04 PM |
| im 15, i think im bulemic, i have been making my sel throw up for about 2months now, some days iv been really strict with what i eat and then sometimes i just go all out and eat loads and loads then throw it all up, i also throw up wen i hardly eat anything though, i really want to loose wieght but tht isnt how my problem started, i dunno why it did, it just happened, now i cant really stop and all my friends keep telling me to go to the doctors, but i dont want them to give me pills to stop me from vomiting cause im not afraid of gaining wieght, i feel really ill and sometimes really emotionally unstable, my parents dont know yet, some of my friends do. i really dont know wat to do. urm..help ↑ |
| Name: urm..help | Date: Aug 28th, 2010 2:07 PM |
| wow loads of spelling mostakes, i mean im now* afriad of gaining wieght ↑ |
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