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So, my babys father and i have been living together for over 3 years.. our baby is 17 months old now, and for a majority of our relationship, we were happy.. and loved eachother, and were all about eachother... but once the baby was born, he says he felt like a third wheel, and i would be the one left to watch the baby and do my motherly duty. He would go out with his friends and such, and i would be left with no social life.. so eventually getting tired of it, i went to my parents house, thinking i would be more comfortable and he and i could still be together but he didnt see it that way.. to him i took his child away.. though he was out partying ANYHOW. so, during the week i left, he went crazy as far as hooking up with girls and being single and such, i didnt find this out til after a while of having came back and trying to make our relationship work, but he kept cheating, behind my back.. my body was ruined and i had gained weight, things changed.. now finally when our baby is 17 months, he just today had sex with the same girl he has been messing with behind my back since my daughter was 2 months. I have no more in me to attempt at this again, and it hurts so bad. im so belittled and depressed over being so betrayed, by the person who i loved and made life with. Being back at my parents permanently is a huge adjustment that im having trouble with. im use to having a man sleeping next to me. Some type of security in that. I love my family, but this is really hard. i just needed to type this out, i dont talk about this much to my family, i know theres other people that have it worse, but love hurts. ↓
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