Okay, I stole this idea from the other baby board I belong to. But, we've just had so much fun with it, I thought you guys would like it on here too!
Here are my confessions.....I feel so guilty!
#1 I have fast food all week long. I try to put Subway and Panera Bread in there because they seem healthier. But, there is at least two times a week when I have a burger, fries and Diet Coke. Last week, I had fast food three days in a row!! I pay good money for her prenatal vitamins and I hope she gets what she needs from that!
#2 I never exercise. I go home, put on my pajamas and sit on the couch and watch TV all evening. And I enjoy every single minute of it.
#3 Kegal exercises....eh, maybe twice a week when I remember them.
#4 I never initiate sex anymore. I felt bad abouto this and I just explained to him that I have no sex drive, it has nothing to do with him and I will not be initiating sex for a loooong time, but that when he wants it, just approach me and I'll do my best (as long as it is within reason). He's been an angel and only asks about once a week. Thank God!
#5 I am waiting on my 3 hour glucose test results to come back and all I can think about is ice cream and chocolate and I will indulge in one of them when I get home tonight.
And my most embarrassing confession...
#6 I get jealous of my two friends who are due in November (I'm due in January) because if their baby's are born now, they will have a better chance of surviving than mine would if she were to come now. Aren't I weird?!
What are your confessions? ↓
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| Name: jillw | Date: Oct 17th, 2006 9:18 PM |
oh good one :)
1: I am a big cry baby. It takes nothing to make me upset which is very unlike my pre pregnant self.
2: fast food is also my weakness. Curley fries yum
3: I want sex all the time and that is prob the reason I am sick right now because I mad my hubby do it even though I knew he was sick.
4: I forget everything, but if I am too lazy to do the things that I do remember I just say that I forgot about it.
5: I spend more time on my ass than doing anything else. ↑ |
| Name: Kristy84 | Date: Oct 17th, 2006 9:21 PM |
#1 I'm so scared of my little girl being ugly...I know it sounds horrible, but I don't want her to be one of those babies people scough at
#2 I also have NO sex drive, but I try to give it to him once a week
#3 I have become so impatient that I think there are some people in one of my classes that think I'm a bitch. They ask like a billion questions and all I can think is "This is not your class, if you need this much help dumb*** get a tutor" Sometimes I'll sigh loudly or roll my eyes when this guy asks question after question...I think he's scared of me.
#4 I have been cussing like a sailor. I seriously want to floow people who piss me off in traffic and physically hurt them, My fiance says I'm going to sed myself into pre-term labor:) ↑ |
| Name: nicole jones1 | Date: Oct 17th, 2006 9:28 PM |
Ahh.. Kristy just reminded me of another.
#3. I've also had the thought of "God I really hope my baby is good looking!"... I'm not saying I wouldn't love an average kid or even an ugly kid... but I've always put a lot of effort into, and had a lot of confidence in how I look and I really believe that it made my life easier. I just hope my kids, especially if I'm having a girl, take after me in that aspect (my baby's bio-dad is my ex-husband and he's not the most attractive guy in the world.) ↑ |
| Name: Tariece | Date: Oct 17th, 2006 9:28 PM |
#1 I ready to go in labor, but I really think it's because my kids dad is not here I have been making myself believe I don't care but deep down I think it does matter.
#2 I sleep all day I do absolutely nothing else but eat My las t visit to the doctor I gained 6 pounds in two weeks.
#3 I eat not because I'm hungry but because it's there.
#4 I ready to have drink with the girl some type of fruity drink. ↑ |
| Name: Tariece | Date: Oct 17th, 2006 9:30 PM |
| My memory is shot when reading my confesssion I forgot to put I'm and girls in a few sentnences. ↑ |
| Name: Kristy84 | Date: Oct 17th, 2006 9:30 PM |
| I know what you mean Nicole...I feel the same way about life being easier. I mean as much as you love your kid, you're going to know if they're ugly. My gosh I feel guilty for saying that b/c I'm watching "Babies" Special Delivery" and this little biy is barely hanging on. I just want my little girl to be healthy:( ↑ |
| Name: Kristy84 | Date: Oct 17th, 2006 9:32 PM |
Oh yeah and during my 2nd trimester I had a few glasses of wine, but I needed them to take the edge off.
Also, I'm obsessed w/ this bored and since I don't know anyone in the city I live, y'all are pretty much my only "friends" I can talk to about pregnancy all the time ↑ |
| Name: Coartney | Date: Oct 17th, 2006 9:32 PM |
haha ...
1. i replace my batteries in my vibrator once a week.. what does that say? LOL
2. I still smoke the occasional cigarette and love my can of coke everyday.
3. I am hooked on cheddar and hot fries. and the salt at the bottom of the pretzel bag ..
4. I have not started packing yet, and not because im busy doing other things, but b.c i sit on this computer basically all day, and think of reasons not to clean or pack. mainly b.c i just dont really care.
5. I am craving for my xanax especially everytime i drive b.c my fear of driving has gone up and my rage for wanting to kill ppl has shot through the damn roof.
haha I could think of so many more things. but enough. ill stick to 5. ↑ |
| Name: Kristy84 | Date: Oct 17th, 2006 9:32 PM |
| Name: Kristy84 | Date: Oct 17th, 2006 9:34 PM |
coartney,
My psychiatrist was considering putting me on Xanex about 6 weeks ago. I was like "Isn't that unsafe?" he said not really in the 2nd and 3rd trimesters...there was no way I was going to take them though ↑ |
| Name: mommyagain | Date: Oct 17th, 2006 9:34 PM |
OH THIS IS FUN!!!
1. I SMOKE... I CUT BACK BUT I HAVN'T QUIT.
2. I DRINK COFFEE THOUGH I CUT BACK MAJORLY I HAVE NOT QUIT THAT EITHER.
3. SOMETIMES I WILL PURPOSELY WAIT TO INDULGE IN A GREAT SNACK TILL AFTER THE KIDS ARE IN BED SO I DONT HAVE TO SHARE!
4. I TOO HAVE VERY LITTLE SEX DRIVE. ONLY BECAUSE I FEEL SO HUGE LATELY.
I GUESS THAT IS IT... THATS ENOUGH BAD STUFF THOUGH! ↑ |
| Name: Tariece | Date: Oct 17th, 2006 9:35 PM |
| Name: Tariece | Date: Oct 17th, 2006 9:38 PM |
This is fun, I eat late so I will not have to share and I hate when people ask.
I'm a real BIT** ↑ |
| Name: nicole jones1 | Date: Oct 17th, 2006 9:43 PM |
Damn you girls to hell, lol.... I just was reminded of numbers 4 and 5.
#4. I smoke. Not the puff puff put it out... I still really smoke. And no, I probably wont quit.. who knows if I ever will. That's just honesty.
#5. I'm an alcoholic... and go to at least 2 AA meetings a day. If any of you know anything about AA you probably know that means I drink COFFEE. TONS OF COFFEE. POTS OF COFFEE. I have been watering it down though.
(I have not, however, had a single drink since 2 weeks before I got pregnant. No drugs for years now.) ↑ |
| Name: nicole jones1 | Date: Oct 17th, 2006 9:44 PM |
| Sorry mine are split all over the place - I didn't think of the last couple sets until someone else said them. ↑ |
| Name: Kristy84 | Date: Oct 17th, 2006 9:47 PM |
| Nicole made me brave and I'll admit that I smoked pot until I was 16 weeks pg. I went to therapy and everyuthing b/c I hadn't not smoked for over 3 years. I did quit smoking cigs at 6 weeks though. I don't want to smoke either, hopefully, never again. ↑ |
| Name: nicole jones1 | Date: Oct 17th, 2006 9:50 PM |
| OH MY F**KING GOD! Literally just now a Jehovah's Witness knocked on my door wanting to tell me that the "end was coming and I needed to repent my evil ways." Isn't that some irony for you? ↑ |
| Name: connie | Date: Oct 17th, 2006 9:51 PM |
#1 I need sweets, I have candy or cookies once a day or muffins or chocolate or pop.
#2 I was working out, and stopped and told everyone I was still working out-but I did start again this week.( we will see how long that last)
#3 I have had a sip of red wine here and there.
#4 My ass has dimples which I never did before and I am trying to find out who put them there.
#5 I want sex all the time, I dream about, think about it at least everyday-my husband isn't giving in a much as I would like.
#6 Kegal exercises-never.
#7 I have lied about my weight gain-especially to my Mom.
This is fun, I am sure I could go on forever. ↑ |
| Name: Tariece | Date: Oct 17th, 2006 9:51 PM |
| I don't smoke pot or anything but I know people who have and I read alot although we know its no good, I read that it's no research that says pot will effect the baby they have not found and reasons yet. ↑ |
| Name: a.philo_3ks | Date: Oct 17th, 2006 9:59 PM |
1: I TOO EAT ALL THE TIME. I BRING FOOD TO WORK TO EAT SO ITS NOT SO EXPENSIVE ANDI STILL END UP GOING AND GETTING ONE OR TWO MEALS PLACES WHILE IM AT WORK.
2: I STILL SMOKE I QUIT AND THEN WENT THROUGH A STRESS FULL TIME AND STARTED AGAIN AND NOW AM TRYING TO QUIT.
3: I WANT TO HAVE SEX ALL THE TIME AND USE ME BEING PRENANT AS A WAY TO GET DUSTIN TO EVEN WHEN I KNOW HES TRIED AND DOESNT REALLY WANT TO (HE WORKS 3RD i WORK 1ST)
4: I PURPOSLEY PRETEND NOT TO HEAR MY KIDS AT NIGHT WHEN HES HOME SO HE WILL HET UP AND NOT ME.
5: I GO TO WORK EVERY DAY BUT ARDLY EVER WORK WHEN I AM THERE ↑ |
| Name: nicole jones1 | Date: Oct 17th, 2006 10:02 PM |
| I don't know about pot, because that was never my thing (I'm a heroine addict and alcoholic)... but I know that when I actually asked my doctor to tell me what smoking cigarettes honestly does to the baby he said "well... it's not good for you... but there's no proof that it actually hurts anything any more than caffeine or anything else. Low birth weight is the only possible risk - and that's only a few ounces on average." He told me that cutting down was better for me but not to stress out over it, because the stress was potentially worse. ↑ |
| Name: connie | Date: Oct 17th, 2006 10:13 PM |
a.philo_3ks -you reminded me of another one.
#7 I do work, but I am not working hard at all, maybe one day during the week to catch up that's it. ↑ |
| Name: Coartney | Date: Oct 17th, 2006 10:16 PM |
| haha i really dont feel all that guilty now haha.. ↑ |
| Name: emilymccoy | Date: Oct 17th, 2006 10:42 PM |
#1 I do absolutely NO exercise - I don't even work- and then bitch about the weight I'm putting on.
#2 I'm tired all the time, ALL THE TIME, and know if I would just get out and do something I would feel better, but I don't force myself to do so.
#3 I weighed 255 pounds at conception, and have gained right around 25 pounds during pregnancy. This is the biggest I have ever been and sometimes find myself fantasizing about not being pregnant anymore so that I could starve myself.
#4 I smoke. Before getting pregnant I smoked a pack a day, and despite my doctor (who was doing the inseminations) encouraging me, I just knew I wasn't going to get pregnant so I never even tried to stop. I now smoke less than half a pack a day, and today have only smoked one and a half cigarettes total. The bad thing is, I highly doubt this quitting thing will last, and that brings me to my next confession...
#5 I LOVE that all of you have your imperfections as well, especially the ones admitting to smoking...The guilt over smoking has been KILLING me little by little every day, and it's nice to know I'm not the only one who can't kick the habit, even for such an important reason.
#6 I crave sex a lot...almost all the time anymore... but never initiate it anymore because I'm so scared of what my hubby thinks of me right now.
#7 I DON'T want a big baby. Chunky babies are cute, yes. But my husband keeps fantasizing about our big nine or ten pound son, and I absolutely DON'T want that. I have been fat all my life, and even though a baby born chunky does NOT mean they're going to remain big as they grown, I still would like my son to be small and cute. I just know I'm thankful to be able to look at my baby pictures and know that I wasn't ALWAYS fat, and I would feel bad if my son didn't even have that. ↑ |
| Name: Coartney | Date: Oct 17th, 2006 11:00 PM |
| aww Em you just made me tear up lol .. You shouldnt feel gross about yourself. I understand ur weighing more than you ever have, but most of us are, and granted you were a bigger woman before being pregnant, but so are alot of women. and dont feel bad, i was 150 at conception and im now 171 but my fiances mom forcefeeding me for 2 months kind of helped. anyways this is the most ive ever weighed, and i also just want to starve myself, im almost happy sometimes when i throw up. its kind of disturbing but i have alot of depression issues and being off my meds, i kind of hate myself a bit more :-\ ↑ |
| Name: nicole jones1 | Date: Oct 17th, 2006 11:12 PM |
| I didn't start off big - but the fear of gaining weight is also one of mine. I know that pregnancy is a "beautiful thing" and blah blah blah.. but every time I hear that I just want to scream "NO! BABIES ARE BEAUTIFUL THINGS!" not stretch marks! I'm really afraid that after I have the baby nobody will ever tell me that I'm gorgeous again, I'll never get hit on in a Starbucks again, and my husband will have to lie when he says how sexy look. Looks aren't everything - but I am seriously vain... and I'm already having thoughts about diet pills and a water fast. ↑ |
| Name: emilymccoy | Date: Oct 17th, 2006 11:28 PM |
| My poor husband. He met me when I was at my smallest. I had just lost over sixty pounds through diet and exercise, and even though I was still a "Big Girl" at 207 pounds, I gotta say I looked pretty damn good and had all the right things in all the right places. Anyway, we've only been together for a year and a half, and I've already gained, with this pregnancy, seventy pounds. He constantly tells me how beautiful I am and how much he loves me, but I just know that it's not fair to him. He can't be proud of me, I know, because I'm not proud of myself. And it sounds bad, but I don't want my son to be embarassed of me when he gets older. I know that I can lose weight, and know that I will once baby gets here because I've done it successfully before, but it's just scary. Anyway, sorry--this might come off sounding totally random...I just wanted to vent a bit. ↑ |
| Name: connie | Date: Oct 17th, 2006 11:43 PM |
I really hate, that wieght is such a issue for us female, especialy when we are pregnant with twice the hormones. Weight can always be lost but our health and sanity can always be gain back. Fat is just fat, it's not a birth defect , I was always cubby growing up, and I do hate looking back at pictures of myself but I think all kids went though fat or geeky stages, that is just childhood.
I hate having to think about wieght all the time, it seems like it is always a questions from family members lately. But I am still 138( well I have gain ten pounds) but I am short so I was about 10 pounds over wieght before.
O.K I need to stop now. ↑ |
| Name: connie | Date: Oct 17th, 2006 11:45 PM |
| Did I mention I still can't find the person who put dimples on my back side? ↑ |
| Name: connie | Date: Oct 17th, 2006 11:50 PM |
| emilymccoy -it sounds like you have a great husband, and if your baby is cubby or small when born it will be beautful no matter what. ↑ |
| Name: emilymccoy | Date: Oct 17th, 2006 11:53 PM |
| That's probably because he/she is still hiding in your belly! LOL Babies...we spend all this time developing their little organs and such for them, and the thanks we get? Dimples on our asses and weight gain worries. Haha. ↑ |
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