well thats really good i dont feel quite as bad now lol i got my paycheck lol so im good ↑ |
so was your check bigger than expected ↑ |
the biggest so far im trying to work as many hours as i can so i can save money while i dont have a job sooo ↑ |
when does this job end for you? ↑ |
next friday and then bc they hold a week i still will get one more paycheck the friday after next soo i think i will be ok and im sure my dad will help me and i have a com at home so i dont think it will take that long to get a job but you never know bc everything is so slow i think i might go out and apply in some retail stores until after the holidays just so i have somthing ↑ |
retail stores are a great idea. The only problem is that you'll probably have long hours and have to stand a lot ↑ |
that doesnt bother me just so i can wear some tennis shoes or somthing and maybe not have to dress up so much lol ↑ |
cool. How do you feel now honey? ↑ |
i feel better now pretty much but before i felt sick it started last night and our power was off so i was like uhhh its still off i hope they get it back on soon so i can go home and take a hot shower it was so bad iced and power outages that it was on the news that ne georgia was out of power lol ↑ |
yep and my little brother was stupid enough to ask if he could go to his gf's house i was like are you kidding me that he would ask to do that when they closed school bc of the weather ↑ |
hes 16 and hes got a 1980 somthing malibu that he is still trying to get restored and he wanted to go out he wouldnt shut up about all day yesterday he didnt understand how bad the roads were all the stop lights were out and no one knew how to treat that situation it was crazy ↑ |
sounds like he gave you quite a headache ↑ |
not really yesterday was quite injoyable we had the fire place going to keep the house warm and played board games and card games all day like a family night but it was only me my bro and my step mom we actually grilled out last night bc that was like the only way we could cook food lol it was funny and very peaceful bc it was so quite but a ton of tree fell over and tree branches broke like crazy our dog was going nuts trying to catch falling branches tromping through freezing water lol we had to bring her in shes a black lab so she loves to fetch sticks etc so she was having fun ↑ |
Sounds fun what are you doing today? ↑ |
im going to pay my ins bill and go get josh a x mas card then find what i want to use to make that blanket i cant wait ↑ |
so your gonna start the blanket soon? ↑ |
i probably will tonight bc i have to reteach myself how to do it bc i havent done one since i was 8 so and it takes a lot of paitence sp? i remember it used to make me so mad lol ↑ |
try not to get too frustrated ↑ |
i dont think it will be so hard this time so ↑ |
kortney are you ok i havent talked to you in a few days and i was just going to let you know that josh got a letter of indictment yesterday and then he has court on fri so plz help me and pray he gets to come home soon plz he didnt even talk to me yesterday his grandma said he didnt want to talk to anyone right now ;(((( im scared and i woke up sick today i havent done that in forever but neways i hope everything is going good for you right now ↑ |
hi april sorry i haven't been around i've just been real sick and tired lately. Sorry about josh and everything hope you are feeling better and hope to hear from you soon honey. ↑ |
Kortney that takes a lot of thought. Before I met my husband I was completley devoted to women. I wanted to bring a child into the world with my first love, but coming from a home where i never had a father gave me second thoughts. You have to sit and think about the child before yourself. no matte how much love you and partner give your child there will always be that want for a father. even if he is in the childs life, your child will always be hurt that he/she was never able to experience that full household. Not only that, when the child becomes of age yoy explain your love situation to her but it still wont completely register when she starts chool and sees majority of the kids parents arent the same sex. I have a five month old and it just brings the most natural high of joy when I see him look at his father and smile when he walks i the room. i never had that i sarted interacting with my father at 17 and it still hurts when he around my mother, cause i will never know what it feels like to have that mother and father. ive accepted it now. I wonder from time to time about how it would have been if I would have had that child with my xgirlfriend and to be honest, i cant see it now. ↑ |
hi april i hope you are doing okay, honey. ↑ |
April what happened to you? I hope you are doing well. Let me know. ↑ |
hey how are you lol well i went to the doc on the 28th and we heard the heart beat with the doppler it was wierd lol and i go back the 24th and josh gets his bond reinstated april 6th so im happy but im trying to find a job still so that sux how are you? i was worried bc you never came back arent you near your due date hows that going? get back to me ↑ |
Hi april i'm hurting right now. I'm due this wednesday the 11th and i just want this baby out . Every part of my body hurts and it makes it so hard to sleep. Well take care, how are you feeling? ↑ |
April where are you ? I need to talk to you ↑ |
well congrads lol you made it how are you today are you and your gf still together and happy ↑ |
I'm so uncomfortable right now. Every part of my body hurts and i just can't wait to have this baby. Yeah my gf is still here and she put off a business trip so she can go with me to the hospital. Anyway how are you feeling today? ↑ |
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