Hi april are you there i need to talk to you. ↑ |
hey yes im here how was your weekend im sorry ive been off work and yesterday i had a doctors apt fun fun i just hope everything is ok they didnt do nothin bc i had it all done earlier i really wish they would of did a sonogram bc the whole threatened miscarriage still scares me i just wanted to make sure everything was ok u know but neways how are you? ↑ |
I'm all right i guess. I went to the dr's on friday b/c i was so sick i kept throwing up and i had diahera. Of course i had to go alone because my wife didn't come back until saturday. I'm ok now i
guess. I'm sorry you didn't get a sonogram done. Do you feel okay? When do you see Josh again sweetie? ↑ |
im fine lol but for some reason lol ive gotten taller in the past 3 weeks haha and gained almost 10 pounds which is wierd but yeah things are better now i talked to him on sat about what he said and its all better i love him so much its crazy but i c him every friday and we picked out names bc we dont know if its a girl or boy yet lol he liked my name Zoe Emma and he picked out Zackary James but we both agree middle names can be changed but we both love Zoe and Zackary im so happy i just cant wait till he is out and can help me this working thing is really really draining sooo yea be happy you dont have to and yes all in all im happy as can be i just cant wait till he gets out lol he owes me a massage hehe but tell me what you think of those names and ill get back with you lol fingers are crossed for a little Zoe :)))))))) and it hit me hard lol i cant wait to be a mommy ↑ |
April i'm so excited for you seeing Josh and everything. I love those names sweetie, Zoe and Zachary are great choices. I too am getting excited about being a mommy and it's easier now that my wife is back, at least for awhile. Take care honey, talk to you later. ↑ |
Hi april are you on line honey? ↑ |
yep im here super friend to your rescue lol i thought it sounded ok haha how r ya and how was the whole surprise thanksgiving thing i met joshs mom lol shes awesomely nice but get back to me and tell me whats up lo ↑ |
hi april my thanksgiving went okay. I worked really hard on everything and i didn't feel as apprecited for it. Then too make things worse i got really sick and i'm still kind of recouping from it. I don't know if it was just the stress from everything or maybe i caught something. Glad to hear you met Josh's mom and she sounds cool. How are you feeling today honey? ↑ |
me im fine just wore out from the holiday and feel kinda sicky but ithink its mainly cause im tired im sry u dont feel that gr8 wish i could help o and the doc told me my head aches are from my hormones so i have no idea ↑ |
that's what my dr said about my horrible headaches too. I hate them so much. How much longer until you see Josh again honey? ↑ |
i will c him agian on sat but my nephews might b coming up this weekend so i guess i will have to leave them for a bit i havent seen them in like 4 ever im beginning to think it was last xmas which sucks lol but all i do is cross my fingers for him to get out along with wishin for a girl hehe he already calls me Zachs mommy lol so i rub it in and call him Zoe's daddy haha its crazy how excited he is even from he stand point he wants so bad to get out so he can help me but all i can say is it will b ok and when they let him out it will make that day all that much better lol after all hes been in my dreams since i was little my parents just dont understand it i always dreamed of this guy that i would never find but i found him and im not about to lose him bc he messed up i guess im learning thats what true love is ??? idk if u really care about that but i had to say it it just feels so wierd to have actually found that one person for me how about u do u feel the same or ... ↑ |
yeah i feel the same too. i feel so lucky i found her i love her so much. she drives me crazy sometimes and with my hormones
all over the place she's been pretty patient with me. It's hard though cause she's leaving again on business tomorrow. but she'll hopefully only be gone for a few days. ↑ |
hey april my back and head are killing me. I ust wish i could hurrry up and have this baby already ↑ |
well u know u got to hold it till the 9th lol then u will b ok but im off now so ttus bye ↑ |
Have a good night sweetie. ↑ |
HEY GUESS WHAT LOL i went to sleep @ 800 last night omg i was dead to the world it was gr8 so how was ur night and how are you feeling ??? ↑ |
that's great you got some good sleep. i slept all right. but right now my back and head hurts how are you feeling honey? ↑ |
april, honey are you on-line i just had a horrible fight with my wife and need to talk to you. ↑ |
what happened r u ok ??? ↑ |
well we just talking and the next thing you know she starts in on the fact i don't work right now and that the house needs to be cleaner. i told her i haven't been feeling to well and she just said that that's just an excuse. i started crying and saying i'm doing the best that i can in my pregnant state. Well then she said that she thinks we should split up for awhile and my heart just broke. I asked her why? and she wouldn't say. She just walked out and went to work. I'm afaird she found someone else and now i have a freakin migraine. I'm so stressed right now honey. ↑ |
OH PLEASE!!!!!! GET A MAN!!!!!! ↑ |
just lay down and drink a glass of water ok stress is not good for you or ur daughter and as for her im not sure but everything will b ok it always is shes just stressed bc for the double amounts of hormones u know 2 women on the rag can b deadly mine my mom and her ex gf all came in the same week so we were @ cut throat for 2 weeks of every month lol just breath it will be fine and as for the comment below iggnore it its not worth your time to respond to ↑ |
thanks april. i know stress is way bad for me and the baby.
i hope your right. I'm just trying to relax as much as possible.
how are you doing? ↑ |
im fine ready to go home tho the boss is out so i can have a kinda slack day hehe ↑ |
That sounds good what are you gonna do after work? ↑ |
im going to go home and redo my resume bc i just found out my job ends in like 2 weeks like arent i supposted to know these things. o and another question is it wrong for me to go out with a guy as friends when josh is my fiance and hes in jail i mean nothing would happen im just curious bc a friend wants me 2 go out w him to the movies or somthing and i strongly put as friends to him so im just curious i so want some one to go out with bc im so bored at home let me know tho plz bye ↑ |
that stinks your job is ending soon. Do you have any idea what you want to do next? as far as going out...well i think as long as the other guy knows it's just as friends i think it's okay. Just be careful cause the guy may have other intentions. and at first he will be fine with going out as friends and then he'll try something. Just stay strong and safe sweetie. ↑ |
april how's your afternoon going? ↑ |
tha sneezyness is like worst of all 2 day idk whats going on and i can c it now im startin to show i bought my 1st set of maternity clothes over the weekend lol i needed them my step mom said wait on buying more b/c im gettin som for xmas but my clothes r so uncomfortable josh is so happy now the only thing that could make him better is 2 b out physically helpin me which i wish he were more and more i hate workin i dont know what im going to do later on in my pregnancy it will be so hard ↑ |
so what clothes did you get. i went shopping today and i bought some really cute dresses and some new shoes. i had to get new clothes b/c i outgrew the other ones. ↑ |
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