im so glad you feel better and im fine kinda bored though i dont really feel like workin and its so cold in here but im ok so when i went to the doc on the 28th they tried to do the doppler thing but it didnt work you couldnt hear nething but my heart beat which im ok about i just keep thinkin possitive u know it only scares me bc they said i had that threatened miscarriage thats all sooo all is well so far im guessing ↑ |
sorry you couldn't hear anything with the doppler. maybe next time. what are you doing this weekend? ↑ |
nothing much try 1 buy one more x mas present im goin to c josh on sat i cant wait and im not sure what else really you? ↑ |
nothing really you know the same try and keep busy and not think too much about my situation and everything. ↑ |
hey april where did you go? ↑ |
sry lol i was writing josh a letter i do watch some yea but not a lot why ↑ |
just curious. do you have a favorite tv show. ↑ |
ummm lol i like charmed lol but i havent seen it in ages and i like life time to but u know sad sad sad can get old ↑ |
yeah lifetime is pretty sad stuff. i have enough of that in my life right now. my head's starting to hurt a little. ↑ |
why dont you go lye down for a while ↑ |
ok i don't need a migraine today ↑ |
so why i'm trying to lay down my ex just called and she said that since she found this other girl that i may have to move out before the baby comes. but i said where would i go? and she said well you can think of something. what am i going to do?
i'm so upset right now. now my head hurts even worse. ↑ |
i dont know what to say i mean it was both of yalls decicion to have the baby right so why isnt she owning up to the responsbility i mean seriously yall are a same sex couple so you cant really put child support on her as for what i know but i will say the law needs to be made im not meaning to hurt your feelings but i dont know what to tell you for advice really im clueless im sry im not much help maybe you could talk to close friends or family and they might know what to do bc they know the situation your in better ↑ |
yeah i know it's hard cause we are a same sex couple. and she has offered to give me some money. it's just that she just isn't to supportive anymore emotionally. i will talk to my other close freinds tonight ↑ |
i need a girlfriend bad ↑ |
how was your weekend i hope it was better and how do u feel today ??? so ttus bye ↑ |
my weekend was fine. i feel a little queasy how are you feeling today? ↑ |
i feel the same like i would get sick but i cant lol it sucks and its rainy so i wish i coulda stayed @ home in bed lol how is the gf situation? ↑ |
sorry to hear your sick honey. the gf situation is okay i'm just trying to stay positive and at the same time i have to think and planning for when me and the baby have to move out. Did you get to talk to josh at all? ↑ |
i went and saw him and we had a very strong talk bc i hate to say it but and it really scares me bc i have no idea what to think or what i could do he was using meth when i got preg and i told him there would be chances of birth defects and he said that if it happened we would just take it one day at a time i know everythign will be ok but im scared ive enever had to deal with this and i didnt even know i was preg it just happened im so happy it did but u know what im sayin i havent done any drugs but he did and idk im confused i wish they would have done a sonogram when i went to the doctor bc they did the doppler thing and didnt hear nothin i just wanted to see it you know especialy since they told me i had a threatened miscarriage bc i am worried now i knew it before but theres nothing i can do to change it do you know at all how much it could affect the baby??? and i hope you feel better ↑ |
april so sorry to hear your so worried. take heart honey i'm sure everything will be all right. when dio you go back to the dr's? ↑ |
i went the 28th but they didnt do anything but try and use that doppler thingy it didnt work tho ;(( ↑ |
so honey how far along are you now? please don't stress too ↑ |
on wed im 2 months and 3 wks ↑ |
how do you feel now honey? ↑ |
im sorry i hope it gets better soon ↑ |
thanks how are you doing now? ↑ |
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