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| Name: Kortney | Date: Nov 30th, 2005 9:18 PM |
| so what clothes did you get. i went shopping today and i bought some really cute dresses and some new shoes. i had to get new clothes b/c i outgrew the other ones. ↑ |
| Name: april | Date: Nov 30th, 2005 9:25 PM |
| i just got a pair of cute pink pants and a white shirt i bought them big lol so my pants r fallen down but i figured give me about 2 weeks and they will fit lol im 10 wks today yayyy lol i found out how 2 piss the baby off lol drink cold water really fast go figure but im goin home so ttul bye ↑ |
| Name: Kortney | Date: Nov 30th, 2005 9:31 PM |
| Have a good night honey ↑ |
| Name: april | Date: Dec 1st, 2005 2:12 PM |
| hey did yall ever work nething out how was ur night and how are you feeling ??? ↑ |
| Name: Kortney | Date: Dec 1st, 2005 2:59 PM |
| Well april i hate to say this and i'm crying as i type this. She found someone else. She said she had been seeing her for about six months. I don't know what i'm going to do now. I'm so stressed and scared. She did tell me i can still live here until the baby comes but by february i have to move out. My heart is broken in a million pieces. So too answer your other questions i didn't sleep at all and i feel so sick right now. How are you feeling today sweetie? ↑ |
| Name: april | Date: Dec 1st, 2005 4:44 PM |
| awww im so so so sry do u still keep in contact with your mother maybe she could help you out and just wondering bc i havent asked how did u get pregnant im so sorry i really dont know to much of what to say just everything you do has to b for you and your baby so just keep thinging you can do this and you will be able to im sure of it stay strong for your daughter she needs you and believe it in your heart that u can do this wih no ones help you can do it all on your own for your baby now not just for you thats what i have to do and trust me u will think a million times i cant but u have to stay on the i can side of things like i know if josh were out he could make the amout of money i get in a month he could do it in a week and a half it makes me sick but i know i have to do this and i hope this helped im sry if it didnt but ttus ↑ |
| Name: Kortney | Date: Dec 1st, 2005 4:52 PM |
| thanks april your right. i have to stay strong it's just so hard right now. i have to start looking for a new place now. but i have a couple of people i know who could let me stay there awhile. I will go back to work sooner now too. I got pregnant from a great guy friend of ours. Well i don't know what else to do now. Just keep me in your thoughts and prayers please. ↑ |
| Name: april | Date: Dec 1st, 2005 4:59 PM |
| you are trust me bc u unlike everyone else is pulling for me and josh and dont put me down bc he is in jail or how fast i truely did get preg when i met him and i want to thank you for that i greatly appreciate it very very much you have no idea ↑ |
| Name: Kortney | Date: Dec 1st, 2005 5:14 PM |
| no problem sweetie. in times like this we need love and support not rudeness and ridicule. So how do you feel today honey? ↑ |
| Name: april | Date: Dec 1st, 2005 5:20 PM |
| lol im fine concidering lol im not really sure if im showing lol i was chubby before but my stomach is rounding out so idk the changes in how i look are really wierd some days i feel i look fine and others are like omg and josh sees me once a week so when ever i really do start showing idk what he will think so idk i know he wont leave bc all he cares about is being with me and our child he cryed when i moved to my dads bc he thought that that was going to make me take the baby away i just cant wait to have him with me agian o and im sry for talking about josh i know that doesnt help you to feel any better im sorry ↑ |
| Name: Kortney | Date: Dec 1st, 2005 5:26 PM |
| that's okay honey. you sound like you are so in love right now. and it's gotta be hard for you not to be around josh all the time.especially when your expecting. yeah sometimes i feel and look all right and then other times i look fat and ugly. today i don't feel well but i think it's just cause i'm heartbroke ↑ |
| Name: april | Date: Dec 1st, 2005 5:32 PM |
| i think i truely am i cant say most nights i cry myself to sleep for no reason u know i gave him my heart lol or either he stole it but that doesnt make a differance to me im sorry your feel so bad things will get better abd everything will work out trust me lol ↑ |
| Name: Kortney | Date: Dec 1st, 2005 5:42 PM |
| thanks april. i know things will get better. today though i have a headache.but i'm gonna try and go out and get my hair done or something. i need to try and take care of me and my baby now. ↑ |
| Name: Kortney | Date: Dec 1st, 2005 6:29 PM |
| april are you on still? ↑ |
| Name: april | Date: Dec 1st, 2005 7:42 PM |
| yes i am im just trying to figure out my paper work lol its so confusing ↑ |
| Name: Kortney | Date: Dec 1st, 2005 7:49 PM |
| what kind of paperwork honey? ↑ |
| Name: april | Date: Dec 1st, 2005 7:59 PM |
| for a project they have me doing @ work its supply lists for classes they support @ certian colleges and it was started in 04 and im the 4th person to b working on it so u can imagine lol how are you doing now? better i hope ↑ |
| Name: Kortney | Date: Dec 1st, 2005 8:04 PM |
| i'm okay i guess. i'm leaving soon to get my hair done. i gotta waddle out of here and do something. not sure what to do with it though. any ideas? ↑ |
| Name: april | Date: Dec 1st, 2005 8:10 PM |
| idk lol mines short is your hair long or what lol and what color is it really i have no idea what you could do with it lol but w/e im sure it will be stylin and profilin lol be happy do you have any friends bc you could always call them up and b like girls night out you know have fun and get some fresh air it might do you some good to get out of the house maybe go to the park and try writing some poetry or go to a coffee house and listen to it ive never been to a place like that but i hear they can be very kool and relaxing lol we have one here im not sure if they do poetry there but its called the house of whores lol seriously its really pretty and gelegant for what its named and its nothing like what you would think like for one there arent any whores there lol but it is kind of costly so try somthin like that maybe ↑ |
| Name: Kortney | Date: Dec 1st, 2005 8:13 PM |
| thanks for the ideas my hair is pretty long and it's dirty blonde. So i was thinking i would cut it short and maybe color it or something. i do need to get out and do something else so maybe tonight i'll find a coffee shop even if it's by myself. ↑ |
| Name: april | Date: Dec 1st, 2005 8:49 PM |
| you could always meet new people u know lol friends are gr8 when it comes to support but have fun ↑ |
| Name: Kortney | Date: Dec 1st, 2005 8:54 PM |
| enough about me. How are you feeling today? i don't think i even asked you. sorry honey i meant too. ↑ |
| Name: april | Date: Dec 1st, 2005 8:58 PM |
| im fine sick here and there josh asked how zach was last night lol he really wants a boy and i was just like makin me sick bc its like bluh and i dont know how im goin to work like this really i hate gettin up early lol ↑ |
| Name: Kortney | Date: Dec 1st, 2005 9:00 PM |
| Do you think you having a boy? ↑ |
| Name: april | Date: Dec 1st, 2005 9:08 PM |
| i dont know i want a girl lol i dont know how to tel to guess what im having but omg my coworker asked if i was having twins lol i was like as far as i know im not lol how could u tell or could u ↑ |
| Name: Kortney | Date: Dec 1st, 2005 9:11 PM |
| have you had an ultrasound yet. one of my gf didn't want to know but found out she was having twins. Do you feel like it could be twins? ↑ |
| Name: april | Date: Dec 2nd, 2005 1:19 PM |
| i had one at 7 weeks back when i started bleeding but i havent had one since so idk i hope not i will barely b able to afford one lol much less two ↑ |
| Name: Kortney | Date: Dec 2nd, 2005 2:47 PM |
| good morning hun. how are you doing today? ↑ |
| Name: april | Date: Dec 2nd, 2005 4:22 PM |
| im fine im proud of myself i almost walked 2 miles yesterday but i did what we were shooting for so yea lol my step mom didnt go and she was the problem so it worked out gr8 how are you today and what did u do to your hair ↑ |
| Name: Kortney | Date: Dec 2nd, 2005 4:32 PM |
| two miles good job sweetie. Well i cut my hair really short and got it layered it looks so cute. I had a great time just visiting with the stylist it helped to cry and talk to someone face to face. How are you feeling today honey? ↑ |
| Name: april | Date: Dec 2nd, 2005 4:45 PM |
| im so glad you feel better and im fine kinda bored though i dont really feel like workin and its so cold in here but im ok so when i went to the doc on the 28th they tried to do the doppler thing but it didnt work you couldnt hear nething but my heart beat which im ok about i just keep thinkin possitive u know it only scares me bc they said i had that threatened miscarriage thats all sooo all is well so far im guessing ↑ |
